A girl with a red hair

Dreams or Reality?

I back to sleep again
I didn't dream of anything
And i woke up in the morning and went to my job it was a very normal day until i saw my ex-bestfriend anna
She ordered her favorite cake she was so happy when she saw me she kept talking and then she told me that

Anna:- i was at hospital for so long
Chiara:- what? hospital? Why???!
Anna:- i had depression , and i tried to kill myself more than once
Chiara:- anna whyyyyy?????
Anna:- i felt guilty about what happened to mia, after you left the town she got married to her boyfriend, and she had a baby girl she named her lily.
"Anna starts crying"
Chaira:- what happened next??
Anna:- she didn't see her i was feeling so guilty, i told her that somehow i'm the one who did that to her
And she forgive me!!! Can you believe it!!!!!!
I felt so disgusting of myself i didn't sleep for days then i took all my pills
Chiara:- it was our fault not just you.
Anna:- no , i forced you to do it, it's not your fault.
Just forget about it.
I'm so happy today i got an amazing news
Mia can see again!!!!
My friend just called me today that mia got her eyes back again, she woke up from sleeping and that is it she can see again!!!
Chiara:- what how????!!!!
Anna:- i don't know but i'm so happy for her i was at her home before i came here and she was so happy she is finally can see lily
Chiara:- i'm so happy for her too!!!

"I was so fucking confused !"

Chiara:- i have to get back to work if you want something just call my name
Mia:- okay thank you chiara, and i'm sorry about everything
Chiara:- it's okay mia xx

I get back to work but my mind wasn't there and i called my boss and told him i'm so tired and i need to rest and he accepted it and i get back to my home

I was sleeping on my bed trying to figure it out
Is it was just a dream?
Does god loves me alot so he made me dream about this to release me from feeling guilty ?

I kept thinking of everything and i fell asleep again
And i had a dream of Phoebe
I was walking in her house and i saw her cutting herself
She was trying to commit suicide
I run to her and took the knife away she got a little scar but she was fine
And then i woke up so scared

What is this dream???
I have to see phoebe right now

I went to her house her mom got me in
And i went upstairs to see phoebe she was at her bed
Holding a knife
And she start doing it!
I freaked out and run to her and took the knife and it was a scar
She was wearing the same clothes at the dream
I was so nervous i started to crying
And she freaked out
And she was crying too
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C:- what are you doing are you crazy??????
P:- i'm so tired to see him in the same house
C:- did he try to do anything to you??!!!!
P:- no he didn't but i can't forget alot of things you know?? Sometimes i woke up to make sure that he doesn't stand in front of my room door
I always dreams about him touching me
I always got these flashbacks
I'm so tired
C:- leave the house, look i know someone who can bring to you a nice place to live in
P:- i need a job
C:- we can work on that, look i don't want to hurt him but if you want me to ,i hate this man and i can do it
P:- no don't do that, i will just get a job and i will leave this place
C:- wait a sec i will talk to my boss

I called my boss to ask him if there is a job for phoebe and he told me that he wants someone to babysitter his kids if that's okay

I told to phoebe and she was so happy she decided to take this chance

I left phoebe's home
I take along walk
And without notice that, i was standing infront of brando's home
I miss him so much
But i'm working on my self to discover my special power to end the war between me and lana and caleb
I went back to my home and still thinking if my dreams are real?
Or it's just a coincidence??
I fell asleep and i dreamt about my dad..