To you I say goodbye

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Two years

It's been a two years since I've been in this world and I can't really say I hate it that's for sure.

I let out a sigh just thinking about it. I've somehow landed myself in the anime of Nurarihyon no Mago in Wakana's body of all people, not that I'm complaining but still Wakana's body, the main characters mother which is half the reason he exists but let me tell you it is weird being in someone else's body. I shuddered just remembering waking up and feeling wrong like I was wearing a second skin, that's slimy and gross, just being generally uncomfortable all over, just to look in the mirror and see a completely different person and the panic attack that followed that was not at all pretty. It took a while but eventually I was able to move comfortably and not feel like needles were pricking my eyes everytime I opened them.

Honesty, If it was canon then I would've been fine because..... Damn was Rihan Nura hot and I loved Rikuo too he was cute (Everyone had a bias in an anime and mine was Rihan). But I would've preferred it if it was after childbirth cause carrying and giving birth are just way out of my comfort zone and add to that the general wrongness I woke up in with this body it would have been nothing short of horrible but if I was going to come in that time period a lot of people would definitely be suspicious so that would be a bust.

Anyways in this alternate universe Otome never left so..... I can't exactly just go there and say 'Hi I'm Wakana, Rihan's second wife and the third heir's mother' Now, I may love Rihan and Rikuo but I am not going to embarrass myself and end up being interrogated in case they mistake me for a spy I still have my dignity after all no matter how small it was.

Next question would be, How I came to know this? And that is because I just got back from school (I finally graduated and I have to go back again? No way!) And I overheard some yokai talking about how lovey dovey the second head of the Nura clan was with his wife was (ugh) and yeah.... Still sour about that. Not that I have anything against Otome it's just that I was honestly expectating and looking forward to having a whirlwind romance with "The Rihan Nura".

But since they were still married there was no reason to interfere. I'm not that lovesick to go and come between them, no matter how messed up my morals are I still have enough self respect to not go after married people and I'm sure that to everyone who watched that anime they know that Rihan loved her very much.

Truth be told it's not like I have a bad life here I mean I came here a month after Wakana's parent died in an accident and I'm still torn about that I guess I'm kinda glad cause I don't have to pretend to be someone else not to mention I don't really know them but I feel bad cause I'm living off their money.

I mean I had to look at how much money there was to know if I could pay for food and the school fees (yeah, I've been raised to be good and go to school. Sue me.) And let me tell you I could live my whole life doing absolutely nothing and still have a house and food on the table because it could support me my whole life especially since I don't really live a luxurious lifestyle before coming here. The first time I saw the amount I had to rub my eyes a couple of times I mean honestly what did Wakana's parents even do? I was downright terrified that they got it from less than legal sources and that someone would break into the house looking for the money.

On the bright side I don't have to go to school anymore and just live off the money and it's always been my dream to travel, so yeah I'm set for life.

It's always been a dream of mine to live my life not having to go to work and just doing whatever I want. So when I found that I could, I stopped out of school, ( sorry mom and dad but I'm not gonna stay in that hellhole any longer but don't worry in my next life I promise to be a good student) packed my bag and is currently traveling around the world.

I honestly thought this was my life now, no expectations from parents, no pressure of getting a job, just me doing whatever I want and I wasn't that lonely I made friends along the way and it was fun, that is up until a week ago.

Yes my 'doing whatever I want' lifestyle was ruined because God decided He was bored and decided to rip a hole in the universe and let the memories in cannon transfer to here. How do I know that? Well, that's because a week ago when I was chilling on the beach in Hawaii, it started to snow and there was nothing in the sky except clear skies and Wakana's memories all came flooding in.

And let me tell you it was the most painful thing I have ever gone through in both lifetimes and I was stuck trying to make the pain go away. The weird thing is nobody else had the same reaction to me except for the yokai there ( Turns out there were yokai all over the world, who knew?) And it just made my head ache even more when I realized that if only the yokai were affected then I was screwed because I was sure as hell the Nura clan would remember they had a third heir, well technically third head but that's for later to think about.

Not to mention the fact that Rihan would remember that he had someone who healed his heart because Otome left along with the fact that he loved her enough to marry and have a child with her. Fuck! It didn't help that the woman he fell in love with was not there instead had someone else inhabiting her body. (I shuddered just thinking about what the Nura clan would do if they found out that the original 'Wakana Nura' was not here.)

I'm not entirely against being with him cause honestly who didn't have an anime crush that they would wanna be with and in this particular anime it was Rihan for me. It was just that otome was there and..... Yeah, not really my thing. So I'm just hoping that even without Rikuo they would still be the same and also hoping that Rihan's feeling wouldn't be affected, I mean there only memories right?

1 hour later~

No. There not just memories because i have started crying (thank God I was able to make into my hotel room) when i realized that  Wakana's parents.. my parents were dead and the tears along with the ache in my chest that I would never see my son again was not going to stop.

The only good thing about it was that I was not in Japan and if I was I would've ran to the Nura compound straight into Rihan's arms crying about our son. Thank God for small mercies. But on the bright side the difference of this world would be enough to cover up the fact that Wakana a.ka. Me was different in personality. With Wakana's memories I could see were some of our personalities would be similar, so that's a win in my book. After thinking that however the panic was slowly creeping in.

Calm down Wakana everything is going to be okay. Everything is going to be just fine. I'm sure Rihan's still in love with Otome and the Nura clan might just forget about having a third heir/head. So it's going to be fine.

Right?