Once One Sided

Chapter 4

Cruel Truth

Y/n pov:

Our first night was so tough levi kept answering me sarcastically. Is this even the mature man I'm dreaming of?

It was ok at first, but my patience is running low.

I woke up and looked at my side, it's levi his face is so peaceful while he sleeps.

His long lashes, red lips, and porcelain skin is to die for.

We didn't do it last night because he doesn't want to. It's ok though, atleast I slept beside him tonight.

I tapped his shoulder to wake him up because I don't want him to be late since it's his first day of being the COO in our company.

"Levi, wake up it's your first day at our company. You don't wanna be late" I shook him lightly making him groan.

Wow that's hot- what the heck y/n!?

He opened his eyes and yawned.

He sat up while rubbing his eyes, he heard his phone rang showing a name petra in the screen.

"Hey, uhh we talked about this right?" he said, making me wonder what they talked about.

"I'll come there later, I have to go, bye".

He's going to that petra lady?

Ouch that hurt. I look at him making him raise his eyebrows and went to the bathroom.

I went down and made some coffee, eggs and bacon for breakfast.

He went down in his normal suit.

"Let's eat! Levi we don't want you late." He yawned and sat down

I placed some eggs and bacon on his plate as he looked at the mug horror was written in his face.

"I don't like coffee, I hate coffee." he said and poured the coffee in the sink and he grabbed a tea bag and made his own tea.

"I'm sorry, I forgot you love tea."

Gosh! How can I forget about that.

"Tch, it's fine."

He sat back down and we started eating I can feel the the awkwardness so I decided to break it.

"Levi who is Petra you were talking to earlier?" I tried my best to talk sweetly so my voice won't crack.

He raised his eyebrows "she's none of your business"

"But I'm your wife" I mumbled.

"C'mon, y/n we both know why we're here. Our marriage is just for convenience, no feelings attached. So please mind your own business and I'll mind mine" he said as he stood up and left.

Wow that went well.

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I sat in the sofa and opened the TV. It's 9pm and levi isn't home yet.

I decided to wait for him. I'm his wife after all, I will wait for him.

After watching a lot of movies I checked the time it's already 12am and he's still not home I decided to close the TV and went to the kitchen.

Out of boredom I decided to organize the pantry, because I know he loves places that are clean and well organized.

A few minutes later I heard him open the gate I went to the door so I can welcome him.

"Hi levi!" He looked so tired so I decided to give him a hug. As I tighten the hug I can smell a strong scent of a woman's perfume.

I looked at his neck and saw a pinkish hickey. He grabbed my arms as he pushed me gently.

"Please, have some boundaries" he removed his shoes and went upstairs

I took a deep breath as I felt my knees weak making me sit Infront of our close door.

Did that petra girl gave him the hickey? Is Levi with her the whole time? I thought to my self as I felt my eyes dropped some tears, I quickly stood up and wiped them. I can do this, I will not give up on you even if you have someone else, he's married to me and he has no way out.

So pathetic of me, I thought to my self and went outside and sat in front of the pool.

It hurts, but that is the cruel truth. He doesn't love me the way I love him and I can't force him.

I can't help, but to wonder what does that girl look like.

At the end of the day I know to my self that no matter how I try my best to be enough for him. It will never be enough, because I can't be her. I can't be the person he loves.

But atleast I'm trying.

<3