Once One Sided

Chapter 5

Words

Y/n pov:

My routine is still the same. I sat here in the sofa again waiting for levi come home.

It's been a month since levi and I got married and I would say that there's no development, he's still cold, the way he looks at me coldly, but that will not make me give up. I will stay until his ice attitude melts down.

He usually comes home really late, wake up early, eat breakfast with me then leave that's our everyday routine.

It's like he is married to me, but he doesn't treat me as his wife, he likes it when I do everything he told me to do, he also likes rolling his eyes every time I try to start a conversation with him or even ask him a question.

I decided to contact my private Investigator to look for more information about that Petra girl that Levi is talking to on the phone.

After a few hours I got the information file attached on my email.

Name: Petra Ral
Age: 26
Birthday: December 6
Height: 155cm
Weight: 55 kg

Occupation: Ral Corporation
Status: Single

And there was a photo attached at the bottom of her and Levi before, they look young.

The last photo is her at the bar, just enjoying her time.

So she's a ginger haired girl.

I decided to stop and just focus on other things instead of stalking this girl.

Today is Friday which I think levi will come home around 12 or so.

So i decided to do our laundry while I was taking his coat from our sofa a lipgloss fell out.

It's not mine.

It's a off brand lip gloss. I don't use cheap products like this.

I took it and walked to the trash bin and threw it there, while I was doing I controlled the tears that wanted to slid off my eye. It feels heavy that I can't say so I kept overthinking about everything.

I decided to call him since I want to ask if he already had dinner.

It rang and rang.

Until he finally picked up after 6 missed calls.

"H-"

"I'm in the middle of something, if there is something that you need just tell me when I get home." he said and ended the call.

I sat there looking at my phone while my eyes starts to water. I decided to busy my self while he's gone.

I was putting the clothes in the bin when levi came home and pulled my arms.

"Levi, what's wrong?" He let go and took a deep breath.

"Go in our room. Now. We have to talk" he calm said, but I could already see that he's mad

I obeyed him and went in our room, he shut the door harshly and looked at me

"Why the fuck would you get some guy stalk my fucking ex!? Can't you see that because of you she's my ex"

So it was my fault why they broke up, I didn't know that he was in a relationship.

"I-im sorry, I just want to know her. Why is she still calling you"

"Because I still care about her! Our relationship before is no joke, but I asked her to respect our marriage"

I stood up from the bed and glared at him "Really!? Then why do you have a fucking hickey huh!?"

His eyes widened "She was drunk when I picked her up from the bar, she was there because she was devastated that I had to end our relationship because I choose my family's decision"

He took a deep breath "She didn't mean it"

I walked towards him and hugged him tight "I'm sorry, I just love you so much" I cried as I hugged him tight.

He looked at me and held my chin up "Can I kiss you?" he asked.

My heart started beating rapidly as I nod. I want to feel his soft lips against mine again.

He kissed me slowly until it became very torrid and breathtaking.

Wow being kissed him is so addicting, it's like a drug that could hook you up immediately

We laid down while he's on top of me still not pulling away from each other.

He pulled away and looked at me "Stop me while I still can control myself" he said as I felt his breath hitch.

"I want you Levi" I gave him my consent, he kissed me again and again.

We continued.

Until I felt him fill me up with his hot liquid.

"Did I hurt you?" He asked as he laid down beside me

I gave him my virginity. I gave it to him. It hurts, but it's good. He still doesn't love me, but that's a progress. He made love with me that's new. I thought to my self as i smiled.

"I'm fine don't worry" he nodded and went to the bathroom.

After a few minutes he went out with a warm wet towel in his hands.

He sat beside me and gave me the towel "Here, you might be in pain just put it there and I'll help you with the pain"

I smiled and took it "I'll sleep now. Just wake me up if you're still in pain"

"I'm fine, goodnight" he nodded and laid back down.

That's a good progress, I guess.

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