hold on (ZIANOURRY)

same feeling

    

A/N TW WITH SELF HARM AND ED

if you need anyone too talk to i am here and im not leaving

  Zayn woke up to find everyone in the living room asleep.He looked around and remembered last night, remembering that brought tears too his eyes. He never liked Niall's ex boyfriends, infact, none of them did.They always suspected something was off about them, and they were right.When Niall first told them about his relationship a piece of there hearts broke, they all shared the same love for him.

            Zayn walked into the kitchen too make Nialls favorite breakfast since that might be able to help things a little.Liam and Louis both woke up at the same time and shared a good morning kiss, walking into the kitchen to make coffee they saw Zayn making food and went over to him to also give him a good morning kiss."good morning love" Liam said while giving Zayn a quick kiss leaving Louis to do the same."good morning, im making Nialls favorite breakfast in hopes of cheering him up."Zayn said ,"thank you"Louis said with a small smile.Liam then walked back too the lounge and was greeted with the cutest sight he had seen in a while.Harry was holding Niall on his chest while Nialls head was laying in Harrys neck.Liam smiled and sat back down.Harry woke up which led too Niall also waking up."good morning haz" Niall said , "morning ni" Harry said in return,just then Zayn came in and announced breakfast was ready.

           They all sat around saying their thanks to Zayn for making breakfast then they all started too eat.Niall barley ate anything when he got up too throw his food away, "Niall why didnt you eat?" Liam said always being protective, "just not hungry Li"Niall said while walking upstairs too get ready for the day, they had a concert tonight and management was making them preform still after being informed of the day before  events. The boys all shot concerned glances at one another because of one how he said it and two Nialls never not hungry.

         Niall was about too shower when he looked at himself in the mirror, "why am i so fat" Niall quietly sobbed, "im such a fuck why cant i do anything right"he said again quietly.He went to his cabinet and pulled out his razors and took out the blade, before Niall could stop himself he had 10 bleeding cuts on his wrists.He goes to clean up the mess for some reason satisfied with himself and when too take a shower.