hold on (ZIANOURRY)

faking

" Hey Niall, can I talk to you ?" zayn asked the blonde after arriving at the venue for tonight's show. " yea i have to do makeup and hair first maybe after?" Niall said with a smile. "Oh for sure" Zayn said with a small sigh.He really was starting to worry, he could tell something was wrong.Harry and Niall have a separate dressing room from the others due to fan stuff, weird i know.But they were still able to communicate out in the halls.Harry had just finished his hair and make up, and was seated on the couch.Time for Niall to get himself prettyuped.After niall was done he sat next to Harry.Normally niall is off the ruff running down the halls with any of the boys but he was just so tired.He tried to sleep but kept shifting and moving indicating he could not.Harry noticed and looked over with a confused look.He was shocked niall was trying to sleep.He tapped Niall and said "come on over here you can lay on my lap if you'd like " Niall instantly got up and laid on harry letting his eyes close.Harry sat there admiring the blonde until he too fell asleep.

(time skip)

It had been around 2 hours and it was almost show time they had to be backstage like 5 mins ago but they let niall and harry sleep since it had been a long day.They woke harry up saying "backstage time" Harry got up and went backstage to get ready.He had noticed that Niall wasn't there and asked "where's niall?" They all shrugged.

(niall)

"Im so tired" niall sobbed, he had not slept in a week or so due to trauma."im worthless" he kept chanting in his head.He did not even care about the time right now.He stayed there for around 15 mins till he heard the screams from fans and shot up . He quickly ran to lou who asked him what was wrong but he said allergies, she cleaned him up so no one would notice."niall whats wrong" lou asked.He started to sob once more.By the time he was done he had already missed three songs.He finally pulled himself together and went on stage.The others looked at him and shared worried glances.His eyes were red and puffy and there were tear stains on his cheek.Niall simply used all his energy to give the fans an amazing time.

(concert)

Song after song and Niall was so energetic, almost too energetic .The boys took a mental note to talk to him about why he was crying later . Everything was full of energy for Niall until it was time to sing little things.It was going well and Niall was losing his energy, the lyrics really hit him hard, and right before his solo he started to let tears fall and rushed off stage leaving 4 confused and worried bandmates.