Bella's flashback

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   Sitting on the edge of her bed, her eyes were staring blankly outside her window. Her butler was just about finished dressing her , putting her socks and shoes on her. Then tied a ribbon around her neck . Bella glanced at her butler. Seeing him in front of her , with his gorgeous features , his black tail coat , white gloves that always covered his hands , his shinny raven black hair , Bella gulped. That feeling was coming back again . Something uncomfortable inside her grew wilder, stronger that it should be . She did not know what this feeling was ; for she had never felt it before , but ever since Sebastian  became her butler new things came into her knowledge everyday . Speaking of Sebastian , he was still seen as the mysterious butler to everyone including Bella herself . What even surprised all her maids and Bella were his amazing talents. He's so perfect at everything that even the impossible task becomes possible he's great at everything. He's good at handling house work , cleaning ,teaching , solving problems , and most of all he's a talented chef . Everyday he would cook a new meal for the princess and when somebody praised him he always gave the same reply "I'm simply one hell of a butler." His husky voice broke her train of thought. "Milady are you ready for breakfast ." The princess nodded . Soon she was on her way to the dinning room to taste another new creation that he made for her.

 Sebastian was staring at Bella for a while she was studying in her office. He noticed that Bella had been looking at the same  page for a while now. Its obvious that her mind was else where. Sitting in her chair , her eyes were staring blankly at the book in her hands . As he read her mind he realized that she was thinking about a single question that she thought about often , Sebastian's identity . For it bothered her and she kept sighing over it. "Milady." he called making her jump. Bella looked up at Sebastian and saw his crimson red eyes were staring at her with an expression which Bella could not interpret. "Forgive me Milady but you need to get ready to visit the village." Said Sebastian politely. But his eyes narrowed when the princess didn't say a word , just sitting quietly in her chair as if she'd been thinking something over and over in her head. "Could it be....? Is there something bothering you." asked Sebastian and he took a few steps forward to get closer to Bella  , spontaneously , he moved his hand infant of himself and bit the edge of his middle finger ; removing it with his teeth. His hand then landed on Bella's brow. "Are you feeling well today , Milady?" Quickly she shook her head. "Im fine just a bit weak." "Maybe you need a bit of fresh air , Milady." Suggested Sebastian , hand still placed on her brow , but then moved down her neck , giving a quick soft message. Bella' body suddenly reacted to Sebastian's touch . She tried hard not to show it . "Maybe your right lets take a walk." Bella stood up and walked towards the door and Sebastian followed a step behind her.

His  crimson , red eyes did not look away but stand at Bella  who was walking in front of him . As they walked slowly in the garden , he could hear the sighs escape from  Bella's throat. Bella took a deep breath and then let it go slowly. Her butler was watching her every move. They walked pass the fountain which was located in the center of the garden , Bella looked up , staring at the sky above her . The weather is calm and the sky is a perfect blue. There was nota single cloud in the sky. What a perfect day! " Sebastian.....!" Bella's voice broke the silence. She stopped walking and turned to face her butler. "Yes milady."answered Sebastian as he gazed into Bella's eyes . There's something that was bothering her, and he knew it, but what could it be ! He had in mind but was afraid that he misunderstood the princesses change in behavior. "Sebastian.....who-who exactly are you?"The question just slipped from her mouth. She said the question she longed to ask slipped from her mouth before she could stop it. She had been yearning for the answer and now she had no patience to wait. They had been butler and mistress for almost a year now, but she still had  no idea who Sebastian was. Where did he come from? Where does his family live? He never told her that . If she asked he would try try hard not to answer it; he would change the subject or stay quiet . Bella would understand if he had a painful past , but as his boss she had the right to know . He came out of nowhere so suddenly just to be her butler, to be able to protect her ,but who is Sebastian ?What is his past ? What was his past ? Where is his family ? Soon all this question brought back memories.

           "Grandmother..." Bella cried loudly. Her hands were balled up  and punching the walls over and over again . "Why did you leave me ? Grandmother...." Tears were raining down her pale face, eyes were  red and swollen from crying to much. "Im all alone.....Its so lonely please....come back." "Why did you have to die." " Grandmother what about our dream please don't go...don't let me be alone " She felt so demoralize. "Grandmother..." she screamed her voice filled the mansion. Her maids gathered outside the door  "Milady.....! Milady...." they called outside. They were thinking the Bella would do something stupid like committing suicide ? You might think that she's not the stupid but Bella is just a child . They banged on the locked door over and over again hoping that the young princess would open the door.  "SHUTUP!" Bella look angrily, "If you dare come in. Ill kill you all one by one." They stopped immediately, knowing that their princess was not joking . They knew that if they disobeyed. Bella would  just kill them, just like Jessica , one of Bella maids . Who ended up losing her right eye because she disobeyed her. They suffered a lot working at the Phantomhive manor. Everyday was a nightmare , a painful cry could be heard every single day . They'd been tortured  by Bella. Sometimes Bella did reckless things such as hitting, kicking and slapping them because she loved to see the sight of blood. She loved to see them suffer . She loved to hear them cry. She loved to hear them begin for her sympathy, but still , they wanted to serve her , everyday. They swore to serve the Phantomhive family for the rest of their lives and thats what they intended to do . They retreated , not because they were giving up but because they didn't want the young princess to get angry with them. So they went back to  work. 

Not satisfied with hitting or punching the wall , this selfish young earl took a chair nearby and  hit it against the wall,shattering the chair. Again , she punched harder until her hands bleed. Seeing her hands covered in the beautiful, red,blood, she smiled.She loved the vibrate yet shady color. She started to laugh. Then she heard the a voice behind her. "My..My look at this mess." She was pissed that a maid disobeyed her orders. She grabbed a pair of scissors on the table, wanting to stab that stubborn maid. She then threw the scissors, but she missed , and instead of a maid she saw a handsome, young man (at least 23) , with raven black hair , a black tail coat ,and crimson red eyes. "Oh....... is this how you treat your guest ?" He said something "How rude!" Bella looked at him in astonishment. How could that man sneak into her room while the only door is locked from the inside? It was impossible to climb through the window because her room was on the fifth floor. "Who are you?" She shouted, she wasn't sure if she was angry or afraid,but her voice was shaking. The man noticed, and smiled again. "My apologies I forgot to introduce myself ." He said placing his hand on his forehead. "I am Sebastian Michaelis your personal butler from this day onward. " "Butler?" The young princess asks still shaking. The man nodded and bowed, hand placed on his chest. "Yes...Milady." "I am your faithful butler."  said Sebastian brining the young princess back from her memories  . To his surprise, a hard slap landed on his pale cheek turning the skin there bright red. He looked at Bella , his eyes held no emotion instead he smiled but the smirk  did not reach his eyes . "Idiot." his young princess yelled at him . "Answer me and tell me the truth ...Thats an order ." Her butler smiled. "Yes Milady." He said and bowed , placing his hand on his chest. "I'll tell the truth and only tell you the truth."   

                                                                                                           




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