Demi's secret

Almost Breaking

Demi's POV: It's been a week since i got sick and I feel better physically, but mentally im a mess. Let me explain. So I've been in bed all day. I just didn't want to move. I took my medication but i still feel depressed. I haven't at all day, but i don't really care."We told you not to eat" my inner demons screamed. "ugh you're still here?" "We never left Demetria." I cringed because my demons were fighting me and they used my full name. "Now go do us a favor and go find your friend" "Marissa is in Texas." The fact that I am currently fighting my demons mentally is pretty sad. "Not that friend Demetria, you know what friend we're talking about." I started crying because they are pushing me to self harm. I'm hugging my knees with my head between my legs, sobbing when Wilmer walks into our bedroom. Oh did I forget to mention I moved in with Wilmer. Whoops! "Hey nena do you....hey what's wrong hermosa?" I couldn't talk because I was afraid that I was going to scream, so I jsut cried. I can't believe I'm letting them destroy me. I thought Wilmer left until I felt myself being pulled into his side."Don't let them win hermosa, you're beautiful and don't need their opinion. Think of your lovatics,family,friends, think about us one day getting married and having the 2 daughters we always wanted, think about us growing old together." How does he always manage to put a smile on my face. I'm still crying and curled into his side but I'm not sobbing anymore. Wilmer is now just rubbing my back trying to calm me down. I can't believe I almost broke 5 years clean. If Wilmer didnt walk in I was going to. That's what people don't understand about demons, they're loud and convincing. After awhile of Wilmer rubbing my back i fell into a dark sleep.

Wilmer's POV: I walked into our room to see if Demi wanted to eat, I was really concerned because she didnt get out of bed all day and she didn't eat either. When I checked on her she was curled in a ball, head between legs knees covering her face, crying i asked if she was ok. When she didn't answer I did what anyone else would do. I walked over to her and cuddled her, I knew this was a battle with her inner demons as her eyes were black, which only happens when she is upset/fighting a battle with her inner demons, so I tried talking louder than them. "Don't let them win hermosa you're beautiful and don't need their opinion. Think about your lovatics, family, friends, think about us getting married one day and having the 2 daughters we always wanted, think about us growing old together." After I said that I saw a smile creep on her face. She was still crying and I was rubbing her back. After awhile i noticed her breathing had slowed down and she fell asleep. Not long after she fell asleep, I did the same.

~later~
Demi's POV: I guess I fell asleep because I woke up curled into Wilmer's side. "Hola hermosa" ugh I love his raspy voice when he wakes up. "How long have we been asleep?" "About a good 3 hours" why did it feel like longer? "Nena you have to eat something" "I don't feel well" "Nena I've been with you for 5 years now I know that excuse I will be there and I will help you get through it" "fine can we go to panera bread I want broccoli cheese soup and turkey cheese panini". It was weird I've been craving them for a while. "Sure Nena as long as you eat than I am willing to go anywhere"
We went to panera and ate then we spent the rest of the day cuddled on the couch watching movies and some of crimes shows. I had to there was a new episode and I couldn't wait till tomorrow to watch it. I think we fell asleep on the couch because the next day we woke up and we were cuddled on the couch under a blanket with my head on his chest. I love Wilmer he is my rock.
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Authors note: that is all for this update i hope it's ok. I HAD THE WORST CASE OF WRITERS BLOCK.
Next update tomorrow
STAY STRONG
Love you