I can't believe I just did that I must've really missed him because I never gave head before... which he probably won't believe because Im pretty sure I just did my damn thing, I mean I watched porn on how to do it but I never tried it. After I was done cleaning my face I kept hearing my phone go off, I picked it up but I had no notifications *DING* I looked on the side of the bed and noticed it wasn't my phone going off it was Steffs, usually I don't touch people phones cus you never know what you'll find but I just had the urge to pick his up
Kim you can pick me up tonight bae 404-278-5431 Steffen you really ain't shit you see my messages
WTF ?! This niggas was cheating on me !! I knew I had a gut feeling I just knew it. I quickly put it down as a tear dropped down my face, I didn't know what to do I was so emotional I didn't know how to take it I was mad, sad, confused just hurt I can't believe this nigga. I wiped my face and picked up my phone to call a Uber, it was one only 5 minutes away I pushed confirm so fast I just wanted to get tf out of there, as I was confirming the Uber stuff walked in drinking a whole jug of minute made I just wanted to knock that shit out his hand and attack him... but I kept my cool I didn't want to get out of character for this no good mf. " what's wrong" he said looking at me, I know he could tell something was up I might be quiet but my face expression will tell it all. I got up and started to grab my bag "nothing" I said. "Where tf you going why you grabbing ya shit" he said standing there looking dumb. I just continued to stay silent grabbed my phone and through my purse over my should to walk out his room until he blocked the door. "Move out my way stephon" I said letting out a sigh, "Nah why tf you leaving where you going" "Please move" I said growing annoyed, my phone went off *DING* your Uber is outside* He was still standing in front of the door. " wtf is wrong yo" he shouted and started pushed both of us closer to the bed . "Ask the bitches in ya phone what's wrong" I said before pushing him hella hard and leaving out the room, I kind of sped walked so he wouldn't try to stop me as As I stepped into the Uber and closed the door I couldn't hold it anymore I just started bawling my eyes out, I felt so stupid how could I believe that this nigga was really just talking to me, he's grown asf has money and fine I should've known there was other bitches I was only 19 Maybe I wasn't grown enough for him.
Next day I woke up at 6:00am on the dot I don't know how I randomly woke up earlier than expected even before my alarm but I did. When I got home lastnignt nobody was home my aunt was probably still at work and mont wasn't here either but my car was someone must've picked him up, I don't know when I got home I got right in bed and cried myself to sleep I couldn't take it. I rolled over to check my phone I only had a notification that Lenny texted me asking am I okay idk what she meant because I didn't tell anyone what happen so I just didn't reply. I locked my phone and got up to go in my bathroom when I went in I couldn't help but see how puffy my eyes were from crying last night, I looked fucked up honestly but I knew how to fix it and hopefully start my day off nice. I turned on my bath and poured bath and body works bubble bath in so I can feel relaxed, while my water was running I went in my bathroom drawer to look at my skincare stuff I brushed my teeth, did my skin care routine and put jelly patched under my eye to take away the puffiness. I got undressed and threw my bonnet on and got into my bath the steaming water felt good on me it was releasing the tension from my body plus it smelled really good which made me feel relaxed I sat there for a couple of minutes just taking it all in and then let the water out, I wasn't going to just take a bath that's literally sitting in your own filth.... once the water went out i removed the jelly patches and started the shower so I could just wash and get out since I didn't have a lot of time to waste I had to start getting ready for school.
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I was dressed I just threw my hair in a messy cute bun, put on a online green dress and grabbed one of my aunts Prada bags she didn't care if I wore her stuff as long as I wore it right lol exactly what she'd say. Although I was sad I didn't want to look how I was feeling.. so I took a picture and posted on my Insta story so he could see a bad bitch is neva no sad bitch. Which wasn't true lmao I definitely was a sad bitch right now, it was not 6:45 and I knew I had to get gone I wasn't trying to be late to school again I went in the kitchen to hurry and make myself a caramel ice coffee before I left out the door.
*10-15 minutes later*
"Ohh miss. Foster you're on timeeee" the same office lady from yesterday said to me. That made me laugh a little bit "yess I'm heree" I replied to her as I was walking. I was headed to my locker which was right next to Lenny's "Well hey bitch, you could've texted me back" Lenny said rolling her eyes as she closed her locker. "My bad girl I was in a rush to get here" I replied lying "Mmm doesn't look like a rush you look cute" -Lenny "No seriously I wassss, and plus why did you ask if I was okay" I said with a little bit of worry in my voice, I didn't want her to know what happen atleast not yet I know how my best friend is over me she would pop in a second "Bitch what you mean? I haven't talked to you since yesterday when we were leaving school" she said back in a snappy tone. I haven't even noticed that's the last time I spoke to her usually if we aren't with each other we are on FaceTime or texting all day, or even sending each other funny videos but I guess I was so caugh up with everything going to see mya, ending up with Steffon plus what happen, speaking of mya where is this bitch she better not be missing school again her ass ain't sick. "Ohhhhh shush I was busy, but I did go check on mya yesterday she should be here her ass was trying to make it like she was sick" I said trying to change the subject, just as I said that she spcame down the hall " here go miss skinny Minnie right there" Lenny said And to both our surprise Monte was walking with her down the hall.. that was weirdddd but we paid no mine to it we all said hi to each other, me Lenny and mya walked to our first period Mont was in a different hall since he didn't have first period with us.