DRIFTS APART

" Closer"

" Old feelings"

" Being closer to my first love is weird but it remain me that he's also a nice person as well , he also been there even before the video back in college and we were friend first maybe that's how i fell for him",

Miami smiled as she sighed as she looked at herself in the mirror , as she got up and walked over to the bed as she took out the suitcase from under the bed and open it as she took out a small box , she picked it up and walked over to the sofa she took a seat as she rest the box on her lap and exhale as she open the box , inside was filled with pictures she took up one as she smiled while looking at it ,

The picture was from back in college with Miguel when they were friends first she put that photo down as she took up another one , she remember when they went to the night fair she smiled out loud as she thought about what he said when she was scared of riding the Ferris wheel ,

* Don't worry or panic I'm here and I'll always protect you*

She put down that photo as she took up another one the smile slightly fade as she exhale at the picture it was at the cliff where she became his girlfriend and then everything changed after her first kissed , she exhale as she closed the box and put down the picture she got up and walked outside onto the balcony where she looked out thinking about what he said that night ,

* Miami , to be honest i have something to tell you but i don't want to ruin our friendship but here it goes , at the beach i wanted to tell you that i like you a lot and i would like for you to be my girlfriend?*

She laughed a little as she wipe her eyes in noticing she is crying as she said to herself ,

" i can't even think about my past with him in it and don't feel sad or depressed or betrayed",

She took in the nights fresh air as the wind blow , as she kept looking up at the night sky ,

Miguel was outside on his balcony looking out at the beautiful night sky as he smile softly remembering , the night under the tree at the cliff with Miami , he took out his phone as he remove the phone case and took out a small photo of them he sigh as he looked up at the sky ,

They both realized that writing a love song is going to be very hard , and plus a music video too , Miami didn't know if she was ready to official perform affection to someone who broke her trust she might forgive him but she never forgot , and it hurts her more when she tries to think of happy feelings towards him ,

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After that night , the rest of the week they tried hard to finish the song and get to the music video before Miami departure , so they worked over time eventually the song was finish and the hard part starts the music video ,

Miami was okay behind the booth with him but in front of camera and people she would have to play being in love again with Miguel , that afternoon she went out to the cafe she used to work as she walked in and took off the glasses leaving the masked on so Uncle Ell came to her as he said ,

" Miami you can take off your masked no one in here will take you away okay",

Miami smile as she took off her masked and look at Uncle Ell , as Uncle Ell said ,

" What's wrong you only come here when something is wrong or troubling you ?",

Miami sighed as she looked down and then up at Uncle Ell she said as he made her favorite drink ,

" Well my Company that i work and Miguel's got into a deal we write a song together",

Uncle Ell looked at her and said as he came around and took a seat ,

" Nothing is wrong with writing a song Miami",

Miami , exhale as she took a sip of her drink as she said ,

" That's not the problem Uncle Ell the problem is the song is a love song and we have to make a music video for , and i don't think i can uncle Ell i really don't think i can",

Uncle Ell smiled , as he placed his palm over her hand as she looked up at him as he said,

" It's not that you can't it's that you won't let yourself do it your scared that , you can't express yourself before what happen but Miami i know you for years and i trust you will find a way okay just take a breathe and think",

Miami exhale as she look at uncle Ell and smile , so Uncle Ell got up and went around back leaving her alone there so she thought about what he said just now , she exhale as she close her eyes thinking ,

She left and went for a walk looking around , and saw a lot of couples she smiled as she remember her relationship as well , for the entire afternoon she came to the hotel where her manager was waiting as she entered Manager Lee said ,

" Are you okay what happen after the song you just disappear?",

Miami smiled softly as she said ,

" Don't worry I'm fine i just needed to clear my head and i did i can do the video i don't need a double I'm good",

Manager Lee smiled as she hug as they went back to the set where the video is being shoot so the director said ,

" Miss Miami your okay with it now or should we prep the double ?", Miami smiled as she said , " No I'm good", she went for her makeup and hair ,

After she got dressed and walked onto the set where she sat down in the car as Miguel stood over where the tree was , as they started to shoot the video ,

The vocal was beautiful and the video was going smooth ; after they took a breaks Miami went to get some water when Miguel walked up to her and said ,

" Wow your amazing ?", Miami looked at him and said , " Look it's acting it's easy anyways i have to go prepare", She walked off as they continue the video ; at different location after ; the video was complete and she got changed she walked out when Miguel caught up to them and said ,

" Okay although our work is done could we at least get some coffee together to celebrate", Miami looked at him and said ,

" No but thanks for the offer", She walked off to the van as they drove off ... leaving him there she head back to her hotel thinking about if she was too harsh ; or was it enough she had a lot of thoughts ;

So she sat down and breath as she looked at the time ; she took up the phone and call him inviting him he agreed as she smiled , after hanging up she went and got ready ; as she grab her mask and glasses .