ciel | jjk

14

"What are you doing with water?" Yerin questioned vaguely, mind still focused on trying to remain drunk.

"I'm not up to deal with your drunk ass anymore so it's better if you sober up." Jeongguk admitted urging the glass of water towards her.

"I'm already sober enough." She glared at the man who sighed sitting on the couch beside her when she snatched the water out of his hands. The lone fact of her throat killing for some water made her give in to his orders.

"Yeah and I'm the ugliest person on the whole planet." He let out boringly causing the girl to snort as she kept the empty glass aside.

"I mean, we're both stating the truth." She shrugged pursing her lips from laughing and Jeongguk glared at her before chuckling out himself.

For a moment, silence fell upon the two, soaking up the annoyance in both of their minds. Jeongguk was first to break the silence.

"Tell me about your past relationships."

Yerin's eyes flickered over to him, equal parts confused and surprised at where he had chosen to take the conversation.

But then again..... This is Jeongguk she was talking about.

"What about them?" She said hesistant breathing out a small laugh.

Jeongguk's eyes narrowed at her behaviour, "Wait- you've never dated before! Have you?"

"Of course I've dated before you idiot." She retorted glaring at him as he chuckled guilty, "You're always so jumpy around me I just assumed-"

"Shut up."

Jeongguk merely flashed her a smile, arching a brow almost eager to listen to what she has to say.

"I've only been in a relationship once," Yerin explained vaguely, still trying to sort through all the memories of her ex, "His name was Kai and we met in the practise studio of our college when he was working on a project their."

"Love at first sight?" Jeongguk's head cocked to the side, causing his hair to shift.

"I mean I was attracted to him, but about love I'm not sure." She replied stiffly, and instantly spoke again when she noticed the confusion flash across the dark haired man, "I didn't love him then, I did when we started dating. And in ways he was my first love."

"He was the most popular guy on campus and finding out he feels the same for me made me feel special, and when he proposed me to become his girlfriend I instantly said yes." Jeongguk watched as a sad smile formed on her face, his own gaze fixed on her face as she fiddled with her fingers, "We were each other's first in many ways, from going to an amusement park for a date to getting intimate he was always my first and so was I for him."

"That's cute," Jeongguk smiled as she looked up to face him, "Why did you guys break up?"

"We had dated for two years and during that time we barely saw each other since he had to be out of country frequently. That wasn't the issue because when he was around he gave all of his time to me and I was more than thankful."

"He graduated and I was in final year," Her voice grew small as she spoke, "And after that he got an opportunity to become a wildlife photographer, something he's always wanted to, and for that he had move out of country, this time permanently until he's stable in the job, and I never wanted to be the reason for him to give up on his dream. So I urged him to go."

"You guys tried long distance?"

"Yeah, and honestly I was so confident about this. I was so confident about our relationship and I thought that this would definitely work-"

"But it didn't." Jeongguk nodded understandingly and Yerin found herself sighing.

"On the bright side, we broke things off pretty well. It was tough but we grew over it." She smiled and and Jeongguk observed her carefully. He always took her to be a shy almost too careful girl, but after tonight, he could see how strong she was.

She was beautiful inside out.

"It must've been amazing to loose your virginity to your first love, I mean sex with him must've been great." Jeongguk joked out in attempts to ease out the atmosphere and he grinned when Yerin chuckled lightly.

"You could say that."

His eyebrows furrowed deeply, "You didn't enjoy being intimate with him?"

"What- no, of course I did." She hastily spoke, "It's just that, you know, we were each other's first time and neither of us had any idea what we were doing. We just went with it, and he didn't knew I never-" She cut herself off, her words falling off her mouth before she knew whom was she about to reveal herself to.

"You never what?"

"That I, uh, never.... orgasmed?" She admitted, eyes shifting almost nervously.

"You've never orgasmed during sex!" He gaped out causing the girl to hiss in embarrassement telling him to shut up, "Yeah.."

"You're seriously missing out," He shook his head never moving his eyes from her.

"We barely got intimate and when we did it wasn't like we were pros at it, so naturally he didn't really know my body." Yerin shrugged.

The answer didn't seem to satiate him as he sighed out, "He should've asked you or something."

"It was long back and honestly it's not a big deal." She chuckled out as Jeongguk potrayed a dramatic look.

"Tell me about yourself." Jeongguk watched as she smiled softly, bringing her chin to rest on top of her knees. "How did you meet Sara?"

He smiled upon hearing her name, probably reminiscing about the memories they had together and Yerin felt a weird feeling bubbling in her chest.

Strange. Must be those vodka shots.

"We met at a rehearsal dinner for her sister's wedding, our parents are friends so naturally we were invited." He started and Yerin listened carefully, "The first time I laid eyes on her I was certain I really liked her. Initially, it was only for her looks but as we grew close I started knowing so much about her and I just started falling more for her everyday."

"She kind of surprised me when she proposed to me after a month of knowing each other. And even though we only dated for six months before the breakup I know that I really, really love her." He sighed out.

"Funny how she started things and even ended it herself."

Yerin's eyes widened as she realised what she had blurted out. Despite the small smile on Jeongguk's face she felt pathetic for saying something like that, "I'm so sorry, shit, I didn't mean to say that. Fuck alcohol, I'm never drinking again."

"It's alright," It was surprising over how he was still smiling, "I think that too."

"No, I shouldn't have said that." She groaned, eyebrows scrunched in guilt.

And suddenly, he was kissing her, in an attempt to shut her up but surprisingly the two simply seemed to like where the conversation led them to.

"You talk too much." He sighed out as his breath hit her lips. Jeongguk's hands found her waist, ushering her on his lap so that he could kiss her easier, Yerin reciprocating almost immediately.

"What are you gonna do about it?" The tone of her voice causes his heart to flutter and he smirked. The alcohol in her system simply pushing her off the edge.

"You wanna know?"

As much as the situation felt wrong and completely unacceptable, Yerin couldn't deny the need heating up her body.

And then without thinking, she nodded.

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a/n:
leaving you hot and bothered until the next update;)

don't worry the next chapter is prolly coming up soon since i'm almost done working on it.