Letter #10

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Dear Luke,

I'm sorry. 

I pushed you. You weren't ready and I pushed you. I put you in a situaton you weren't ready for and you ran.

I don't blame you for running.

It was all my fault.

I shouldn't have said anything.

Maybe you would still be with me.

But maybe I would have just fallen more in love with you and this whole thing would be worse.

If that's even possible. 

It's been three months.

Maybe even more.

Everyday feels like a year long.

Every minute is a day long.

Every second is an hour long.

Funny how with you time seemed to fly by and wihtout you it's painfully slow. 

How did you do this to me?

I never sounded like this before.

Now I'm some heartbroken, depressed, moaning teenager. 

I was happy before. 

You ruined me.

You were suppose to be my hero, not my demise. 

With all of my love,
Avery

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