Anxiety - Yelena Belova

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[Based on a real event (With different people ofc, also different types of things, not the avengers and stuff...]

"Okay, is everyone here?" Tony asked a group of people. 
"Um...I think I'm supposed to be here too.." I said sneaking into the room. 
"What's your name?" He asked me. 
"Um..My name is y/n.." I responded. 
"Okay...um...y/n, take a seat." 

I walked quietly to a seat and sat down besides Yelena. 

She turned to me and smiled. "Hi." She said. 
"Hi." I said back. 

"Okay, it looks like everyone who's supposed to be here is here. Let's begin then." He said. 

"Okay, as ya'll know, this is a training program to be the next avenger, we also have another program right next door where they teach the same like me, but with more computers and stuff like that. Bruce is teaching that class." Tony began to say. 

"This is gonna be fun." Yelena whispered to me. 
I looked at her and smiled. 

"Anyways, let's start with a little introducing. I'm Tony Stark also known as Iron Man. Let's begin with you, what's your name?" He asked a girl in the front row. She stated her name and her age. 
Tony nodded and moved on to the next person next to her. 
And so he did with everyone in the room. 

"You there, with the double ponytail, what's your name?" He asked Yelena. 
"Hi, I'm Yelena Belova, a former Russian spy/assassin, call it whatever you want, and I'm 17 years old." She said. 
"Okay, thank you, how about you next to Yelena?" Tony asked. 
"Well, I'm y/n, nothing special about me, I'm 16 years old." I said with a quiet voice. 

Tony nodded and the rest of the group continued to state their name and age. 

Yelena turned to me. "I like your name y/n." She said and smiled. 
I looked at her and smiled. "I like yours too." I responded. 

[A few hours later...] 

"Y/n, can I talk to you for a second?" Tony asked me at the end of the day.
"Yeah sure, what's up?" I asked him. 
"It says here that you're supposed to be in the class with Bruce, is that right?" He asked with a serious voice. 
"Um...I think I'm at the right one, can I see?" I asked and pointed at the Ipad. Tony nodded and gave it to me. 
I looked at it and saw a button that said: "Extras - Computer/tech" 
I looked back at Tony. "Um, this is not right, I picked this program but it said that I needed to pick one of these." 

Yeah, as you can see here," He said and pointed at the choice over the one I picked, "This is the program I'm running," And then pointed at the program I picked, "And this is the program Bruce is running. And for now, this program is full, so if you'd like to stay in this program, I can try to find someone here who wants to change programs." 
I felt the anxiety and panic build up in my body, so I nodded to Tony and walked out of the room. 

Yelena was waiting for me outside the room, but I ignored her when I walked out from the room. 
"Y/n? Is something wrong?" She asked me, trying to keep up with me. 
"Nothing, I'm fine." I said and walked out from the building. 

I was on the edge of crying, but I kept the tears in for as long as I could. 
Then Yelena grabbed my hand and stopped me. 

"I've only known you for a couple hours, but I'm a former assassin so I know when someone's lying, so please, tell me what's wrong." 

My tears broke out and I fell to the ground crying. 
Yelena sat down and held me in her arms. 
I collected myself and started speaking. "I have really bad anxiety, so I literally cries over everything, and Tony said that I was supposed to be in Bruce's class, but I think I picked the wrong one when you had your chance, and now he says that this program is full and I need to be at Bruce's class, and if I'm lucky, someone will transfer to Bruce's class instead so I can fit in this program. But I'm not that lucky, I-" I couldn't finish my sentence before breaking out in tears again. 

"I can talk to Tony tomorrow, if you want." She said. 
I looked at her and nodded. 
"C'mon, let's go over to my place if that's okay for you?" She asked. 
I wiped my eyes and said. "Mm, okay." 
Then we went home to her place. 

[The next day in the classroom...] 

Yelena walked up to Tony and asked. "Hey Tony? Can I speak with you for a second?" 
"Yeah sure." He said and walked away with Yelena. 

"So, I heard what happened with y/n, isn't anything, I mean anything you can do to keep her in this program?" She asked him. 
"I'm sorry Yelena, one of those who's already here needs to change program so she can take their place." He responded. 
Yelena looked angry at him and nodded. "Okay." She said and walked away. 

Yelena walked up to a kid from Tony's program and smiled at him. 
"Can I help you?" He asked her. 
"No, just wanted to tell you that this program isn't for you, you're supposed to be at Bruce's class, it went a little wrong with the places and stuff like that, but yeah, you're not supposed to be here. If you don't believe me, I can help you." She said threatening. 

The kid ran away from Yelena and ran directly to Tony. "Um, Tony?" He asked him. 
"Yeah?" 
"Is it okay for you if I change programs to Bruce's?" He asked. 
"Yeah, that's fine, what changed your mind?" Tony asked the kid. 
"Oh, um, nothing, it just looked more interesting than this one." He responded. 
"Okay." 

"Y/n?" Tony looked at me. 
"Yeah?" 
"Come here for a second." 
I looked suspicious at him and walked to him.
"You're lucky, a kid just changed programs to Bruce's so that spot is yours now." Tony said and smiled. 

I smiled and tried to hide my happiness and walked back to the seat besides Yelena. 
"Were you involved in this or what is it about?" I asked her.
Yelena didn't say anything she just smiled and winked at me.


So, um, yeah, this (or at least the beginning) is based on a real event in my life, which was awful because I really hate doing wrong, and I have really bad social anxiety which sucks. I don't like new people, and it's just really hard and writing this into a story helps somehow, heh :)
Btw, if you want a part two of this one, feel free to comment or dm me :)

Bye byeeee :)


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