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"V-Vic..?" Kellin's voice croaked. My heart broke into one million pieces seeing him so lifeless, so hopeless.

"Kellin I'm here now, how are you doing darling?" I said walking towards him and gently massaging his hair like if he was a delicate flower who could break at any second.

"I'm so stupid Vic..." He quietly muttered.

"You're not stupid Kellin.... You just make a lot of impulsive decisions." I said wiping away the tears forming in his eyes.

"Vic I have no hope in things getting better, so what's the point of living if you have no hope?" He said looking away shamefully.

"Why don't you have hope?" I asked.

"I just... I give up." He said looking relived but so... Depressed.

"Kellin... I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you at all these past... Weeks. I'm sorry I've been going behind your back with Jaime. Yes it's true-"

"Vic I fucking knew it, see not even-"

"Shut up let me finish." I cut him off.

"Yes maybe right it seems like the world is attacking you, but don't depend on other people for you to recover. Stand up for yourself. Have a voice. Don't get your self esteem based on the pity of other people. Dammit Kellin you have so much potential you can give yet you underestimate yourself. For fucksakes stop being a pussy." I said in a harsh tone.

"Sorry if that sounded mean but-"

"Vic shut the fuck up you don't even know how hard my life has been my father-"

"Yes I know Kellin, he left you and your mother, but do you ever see me ranting about the things I've dealt with? In highschool I got bullied so much that I almost killed myself okay? The only reason why I'm here is because I wanted to set an example for Mike. I got beat up every fucking day till the point my legs, stomach, and arms were nothing but an ugly blotchy purple. In college, when I attended I almost got killed by a group of guys because they didn't accept my sexuality. While we were trying to start the band my parents didn't like the fact that Mike and I dropped out of college to sing and bang some drums as they so delicately put it. We were living off the streets for a couple of months with nobody there to help us the slightest bit..." I almost started tearing up but I detained my composure.

"So don't come to me with the bullshit that your life is too hard."

"I'm so sorry that happened to you Vic I just..."

"Kellin, I don't want your pity." I said bitterly.

"You're right... I... Okay starting today I'll get my life back on track... But I can't do it alone.. I'm not asking for much but I just want you to be there for support, emotional, and I'm assuming we're over since..." He starred at his fingers fiddling with them.

"You basically cheated on me." He muttered.

"Yes, and I'm very sorry for that Kellin.... I swear I am... It's just my feeling for you have changed." I said unsure of myself. At a point I was completely in love with him, but something pulled me towards Jaime.

"It's okay... But it's not okay." He said looking at me glum-fully.

" I wish I could make it up to you-"

"You can by helping me finding myself again. I lost my path... My course.. My way of things... And most importantly my family." He said in tears.

"We can do this together." I said embracing Kellin in a tight hug.

"Thanks Vic." Kellin said giving me a real smiling.

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What do you guys think of this chapter? Jfc, I'm trying to wrap this story up😂 So after this story I'll probably make a Kellic which I'll be updating constantly for sure💫💫💫 I'm thinking of what to do though since most of them are student✖️teacher or highschool whatever or bands meet. Idek yet

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