Until I met him || Levi A.

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You wake up feeling something touching your back. You start to feel a little nervous to scared you just lay there trying to remember the events of last last.

After what felt like hours you remember and you know that it's Levi laying next to you. You slowly get up making sure not to wake him and you go into the bathroom to brush your teeth you walk out and see he is still sleeping so you go into your closet and find some shorts and a shirt to change into. You get undressed in the closet and see your still wearing the lingerie you smile as you remember how you wanted to accidentally send a picture to Levi. You slip it off and throw on the shorts and shirt and walk back to your bed. You see Levi awake now on his phone.

"Good morning" you tell him and he looks at you. You suddenly feel self conscious remembering yalls kiss.

"Morning" he grunts and you feel your stomach drop. He regrets it. You know it you don't need him to tell you.

"Ok, we can forget it it's obvious you want to. You can go" you say annoyed and he just looks at you.

"Thanks" is all he says and walks out. You stare at your door shook this just happened. What the fuck that man is bi polar you think to your self and scoff laying back down.

Meanwhile Levi has no idea why he's giving you the cold shoulder. Maybe the voice in his head won telling him it would never work your young your have no business liking a 28 year old man. A military man with grown folk business at that. He thinks to himself but he can't shake the guilty feeling in his chest. When he seen your eyes drop he wanted to grab you then and there and say just kidding but he couldn't. He knows what happens when he lets people get to close to him and he'd rather not go through it again.

You lay down and get on your phone the last thought in your head before drifting back to sleep. "If he thinks he's getting off that easily he's dead wrong."

You wake up around 12, you've never really had a hangover before no matter how much you drink and your thankful for that. Not going to let Levi ruin your day you throw on a hoodie and jeans and go into the bathroom to do your make up. You hear a knock on your door so you look up and see Hange.

"You good?" She asks and you scoff.

"I'm fine you should ask your bi polar ass friend" you say and roll your eyes.

"I told you Sophia he's different he needs time to see your not going anywhere. Or maybe he needs to see you will go somewhere" she says smirking and you giggle.

"What's going on now" you ask

"Make him jealous" she suggests and you'd be lying if you said you weren't already thinking about that.

" I'm definitely not one of his girls he can just get rid of that easily and I'm definitely not one of the girls that will beg for his attention" no matter how bad you want too. "I'll have to humble him again show it doesn't phase me" you tell your sister and you both smirk.

You both enter the living room you see Levi sitting on the couch on his phone so you decide to sit next to him. You won't make this easy you say to your self and you open up your Snapchat. Hange hacked it to where it looked like guys where texting you. You just had to pray Levi was looking. You open up the first one and see it's a nude you quickly close it and block the person and giggle. You feel Levi stiffen so he's definitely looking, you smirk and open the next one.

"Hey you single?" Perfect you think to yourself.

You reply "yea I mean I kinda had eyes for someone but he dosent want me :( need someone to help get my mind of it ;)" you send and Levi stands up with a scoff.

"You ok Levi" Erwin asks his friend

"Peachy" he says through his teeth

"Hey Hange do you want to drop me off somewhere" I ask my sister us both knowing I have no where to go but I want Levi to think I'm going to meet that boy.

"Where?" She asks with a smirk

"Oh just a friends" I say

"Your sister has business with Erwin I can take you" Levi speaks up and you snap your head to him surprised.

"I'd rather you not" you say rolling your eyes.

"He's right let him take you" Hange says and your eyes widen does she not know you have no where to go and was just saying things.

"Fine" you say and walk outside to Levi's expensive car.

He follows you outside and you get in after he unlocks it.

"Your not going to that boys house" he says and he pulls out and you scoff at the audacity.

"One your not my father I can do what I please
Two I knew you were reading my messages you snoop and three you made it perfectly clear you didn't want me so again I'll do what the hell I want" you say annoyed and he just pulls over.

"Is that what you think this is? You think I don't want you? Are you serious Sophia! Your fucking delusional of course I want you but I don't want to deal with consequences of having you. What if I loose you like I loose everyone? Look at you if this doesn't work out you have family and friends to help you get through it who do I have ? Who's there for me? I don't get to be sad I don't get to have relationships I don't get to be loved. So stop making me feel this way . Please I hate the way your laugh makes me feel. the way I get goosebumps when we make eye contact I'm humanity's strongest for fucks sake and you make me feel so weak." He breaks down. "Like fuck I've known you for 2 weeks and I find my self wondering when we're coming back already" he looks at you after a couple moments of silence " say something" he tells you.

"You're anything but weak Levi, and you do have family you have Hange , Erwin and your squad and you even have me. I'm not going anywhere I lied when I said I had a small crush on you its actually huge like really fucking big. I don't want to go anywhere I don't care what you did or what you do I like you. Unlike you I like the way you make me feel. I know you been through a lot and it's ok I want to be there for you I want to be your person. But if you really regret what happened last night and want to forget tell me and I'll leave you alone. But I'd really like to try with you if you can put your fears and man whoreness aside" you say with a giggle and see his lips curve up.

"I don't know why you would want me I can't promise you anything I'm in the military I can't even promise you a normal life" he says looking into your eyes.

"Good thing I don't like normal" you say with a smile you see Levi's eyes glance down to your lips and lean closer. You put your finger on his lips before he can continue.

"I need you to say it" you say looking down. He grabs your chin and lifts your face up to meet his eyes. Those damn eyes.

"I want too try with you. I've never been in a relationship so please bear with me ok?" He says and that's all you need to hear.

He starts leaning in again and you meet him halfway and finally kiss. He pulls away after a while.

"So who was those guys on your phone?" He asks and you tell him about you and Hanges conversation and he rolls his eyes and pulls back onto the road to go home. "Brats" is all he says and you laugh.

If you said you weren't scared either you'd be lying you haven't been in a real relationship before, all Jean wanted you for was sex. but you know you want to savor this. You pull into the house and before you get out he grabs your wrist.

"So how do we do this" he asks visibly nervous you lift your hand to touch his cheek.

"Don't stress it lets just be normal ok? But now we can kiss and stuff, but don't try to sleep with me Bc I won't be able to say no and I'd like to wait until you officially ask me out" you say giggling witch causes him to barley smile.

"Alright" he says and lets you go

"Levi don't be scared ok? If you want to touch me touch me if you want to talk , talk" you say and smile and start walking towards the door. You feel Levi grab your hand so you smile walking through the door holding Levi's hand.