Left alone on the bathroom floor

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TW: Self-Arm,Suicidal thoughts,Mention of blood,Angst,Break up.

(don't worry happy ending thought!)

George POV

5 months,It has been five month dream and him had broken up.Well that's what George had been saying,Dream did call it a "break" but George felt like everything was falling apart now.

After Dream had called him to talk about the break George cried for hours until his eyes felt sore,until there was no tears left.He stopped going to his classes stopped talking to all of his friends.He would read their messages but he didn't wanna feel like a burden,he didn't wanna bother.

After a week of crying George started thinking it was all of his fault,that he didn't give enough to Dream.He felt like a disappointment,like people never liked him and lied.

He stopped going out of bed,stopped looking at his friends messages,and stared at the ceiling.

Cause he didn't deserve anything,he wasn't worth anything.

Dream POV

After that call Dream felt like an asshole,he still loved George,but he felt like he wasn't good enough.That he didn't give the love George truly deserved.

He cried too,he missed George so much.He missed the way he would play with his hair,he missed looking at his face in the morning,he missed George.Missed his soulmate.

He had received multiple texts and call from Wilbur asking if he could go see George to make sure he's okay.But he never did,he didn't deserve George's love.

George POV

George stopped eating, getting out of his bed, stopped looking at his phone,the only time he would get out is to his bathroom.One cut for every thing he hated,for things he did to Dream.There was no point of being here anymore,why would he feel good if he could make himself suffer and finally go.

Dream POV

He saw Wilbur today,he knew he haven't been going to see George so he's been doing it.The brunette never answered. Wilbur begged Dream to see George.

He decided to go,he needed to apologize anyway.

The tall boy walked to George's door,he felt his heart beating trough every part of his body.Would the brunette be mad,sad.confused? 

He knock one time,two times.He called his name but no one answered.

Dream suddenly had a bad feeling,he didn't know were it came from but before he even knew it he opened to door with the keys George had given him before.His body went straight to the bathroom after seeing no one in bed.

George,his loved,his soulmate was laying down lifeless, on the floor blood on his frail body.

No one's POV

Everything else was vague,the blond crying over the phone waiting for the ambulance,crying over the fact that he knew it was his fault.

George was rushed in, doctors trying to keep him alive.

Dream was sitting in the waiting room crying even though there was multiple people around

he didn't wanna lose George his lover,the person he wanted to spend the rest of his life with.

George POV

He felt his eyes open,a strong light in his face a nurse not far from him.Where was he,why was he here didn't his attempt work who founded him.

He didn't have time proceeding his though as the nurse began asking him question.

[Little time skip after question]

George lifted his eyes has a tall blond guy walked in the room.

"Dream?"

"hi George."

George felt tears in his eyes before he was met with a tight hug.

No one's POV

Both lovers cried in each others arms before Dream began talking trough sobs.

"George i'm so sorry i should have never left you,i though i was bad for you i though you didn't love me. I'm so sorry i should have taken care of you,you can hate me yell at me tell me to never come back what i did to you was disgusting,i will never forget myself from it"Said Dream mad and disappointed in himself.

George was still sad and mad at Dream but he still loved him,and if that meant he could be with Dream again he was ready to take little step at a time and built something much stronger and meaningful.George was ready for love,ready for Dream.

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Hey! So here's the first chapter!:)

If you are every feeling suicidal or have mental health difficulty please get help you are loved and deserve to be the amazing  person you are.

I thing I'll do a quick little ending like chapter cause i feel like the end is short...This is the first chapter i wrote but I'll try getting some other out as well

I would appreciate come back!:)

718 words:)

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