Dreamnotfound Oneshot(It's Rlly Bad Btw)

In the back of my brain,

Dream's POV

George was always one of my closest friend,from 9 year old to 17.The first year i met him he was the new guy at my school.He came and sat with me in the bus.

-Hi!i'm George,i'm new here!

I think the first time i saw him a thought he was cute,i mean i didn't know i was bi so that didn't help figure out the weird feeling i had when i talked with him that first week.But yeah,its not a secret to anyone that i found him cute.Even Sapnap,our other close friend,knew.

I even remember that awkward conversation i had with Sapnap,god i was so blind.

-Dream dude,i know you well,you never had crushes but i can tell you've got something for him.Its fine really you know i'm not saying its stupid but...Do you like George?

-Why do you keep saying that!I don't like him!

I was so mad when he asked me that,i was so defensive.I was totally crushing on him.I wanted to hide it because George was straight at that time,i thought i was gross for liking my best friend.

-Dream..?I've been asking myself a lot of question and i finally figure it out and well...i wanted to tell you.I think i'm...gay,yeah i'm,gay.

Of course when you're friend tell you that you are happy like any good friend would be.But..i was way to happy,weirdly too happy.I think every one can figure out why.

Soon after that he came out to his parent,they accepted him of course.When i accidentally outed myself in front of them they hugged me while i cried and told me they would accept me no matter what.George's parents where like my second family and mine like George's family.

We'd go celebrate Christmas in each other's family,every year.After George came out to everyone he did start wearing dresses and skirts at Christmas and even someday during the week.I didn't hate it of course,Even i think i liked too much.My red face and my eyes staring up and down could tell you,my family teased me for it...happy they never told George.

-Dream i know i look hot but you need to stop staring hun. He'd whisper to me.We always flirted like this,more when he wore something fancy or when we were alone,or on some occasion when we were with our friends or family.But more alone.

Around 16 yo,George had THAT confidence or he knew he was hot.Probably the second choice thought.

-Its okay Dream i know you wanna make out with me so bad,we can always make it happen if you invite me over.

It wasn't alone anymore ,it was in front of our friends,so much that they had a ship name for us.

Putting it only on George is not fair,i did flirt a lot too,well.More than George did with me.It was like how i coped with my crush on him.Sometimes i'd tell myself to stop but i never did.

I think i would always remember that day,George was acting so strange so,in love.We were both in my room watching random videos that would come up in my recommended,I'd tell him a flirty "joke" sometimes he would answer back and make me freeze or he'd blush and hide his face in my shoulder.

Every week this would happen,the weird flirting that became too real for both of us,that made us go crazy inside.

So when he took my face with his hands and looked at me in the eyes....

-Can i...kiss you?

people would say it cliche but it felt like all of my concerns went away,finally kissing him felt so good.

-So what does that mean...?

-I've had a crush on you since i was 11 dumb ass,yes i love you.He told me as we looked at each other smiling like idiots.

I think i always had a special place for him in my mind

And i'm glad i was in the back of his brain too.

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kinda like this:D

Also i don't know if i will do an end for "realization" i don't really like the story so yeah:P

Have a good day don't forget to drink water and eat!<3

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