Dark Desire

Part 1

You're still staring at your white wall. What was wrong with you? You were thinking about Jimin all the time and not about HIM. Why had he suddenly appeared in your imagination? This had never happened to you before. Jungkook is a normal friend for you. You find him very attractive, but you only had eyes for Jimin from the beginning. When you first met him, you thought he was a little macho anyway. Far too often he touched his hair. He told you all the time about his one-night stands and how good he is in bed.

In the meantime you got to know Jungkook in a different way. You can have a lot of fun with him and he is always there for you when you need him. You have a very close bond with each other. You count him as one of your best friends. I guess a little gushing is allowed, right?

While you're thinking about it, you hear a noise at the door. It had sounded like someone closing your front door. You get up to check. You notice that your front door is not locked. You quickly close it. Had someone been there? No, that can't be. You never hear of burglars in your neighborhood. "I must have imagined it." You go back to your bedroom and go to bed.

By now it's 10 o'clock and you turn off the TV. You're looking forward to tomorrow. Jimin had to travel on business over the weekend. You were separated from each other for 2 days. Way too long, in your opinion. You close your eyes and it doesn't take long before you finally fall asleep.

The ringtone from your cell phone unintentionally pulls you out of your sleep. You quickly turn on the light and look at your display. A Skype call from Jungkook. It is 3 o'clock in the morning. Why is he calling you at this hour. You think whether to take the call or ignore it. What if he is in trouble? Then it's your fault because you were too tired to pick up. You take a breath and accept the call.

The first thing you recognize is Jungkook pouring himself a glass of wine.

"Jungkook! Why are you calling me at 3 in the morning? What's up?"

"I want to toast with you." He grins at the camera.

"What do you want to toast with me about?"

"Well, about your engagement to Jimin. I'm so happy for you." He finishes the glass of wine in one go.

"You already congratulated me a few weeks ago."

"So what? So I'll congratulate you again now. Do you have a problem with that?"

"No, of course not. That's sweet of you. Thank you..."

Again he pours himself wine and contemplates the glass thoughtfully.

"Jungkook you shouldn't be drinking alcohol at this hour."

Still staring at his glass. He whispers to himself, "Should I tell her or not?"

"Tell her what?"

"Not that important." He continues to stare at his glass.

"I can tell something's bothering you. You know you can talk to me about anything."

"It's a little awkward, though."

"No come on. I guess it won't be that embarrassing."

"It hurts okay?"

"What hurts you?"

"It hurts to have to see you like this with Jimin. The way you keep kissing him in front of me. When I should be the one you're kissing."

"What?"

"You heard me right."

"No, I don't think so. Are you telling me I kiss Jimin on purpose to make you jealous?"

"Bingo." He takes another drink and stares seriously into the camera.

"Please, that's so ridiculous."

"Is it really?"

"Yes it's ridiculous! I'm getting married to Jimin in six weeks. I have no reason to want to make you jealous. I'm happy with him."

"So you don't have any feelings for me?"

"No, I don't. Sorry."

Jungkook starts to grin.

"Why are you grinning now?"

"You're getting married to Jimin in six weeks, and you're supposedly so happy with him. Then please explain to me why you were screaming my name when you did it to yourself earlier."