Dark Desire

Part 2

When Jungkook asks you about it, you blush. You are stunned. How in the world could he know about this? You were alone in your room. Unwatched, weren't you?

You start to laugh.

"What am I supposed to have done? I really don't know what you're talking about."

"You know very well what I'm talking about y/n."

"I don't know how much alcohol you've had today, but for you to make something like that up is really sad."

Jungkook takes his second cell phone out of his pocket and starts searching for something.

"You really want me to play the video for you? Don't forget that I warned you. This is going to be pretty embarrassing for you now." Jungkook grins slyly at you.

He turns his display in your direction and plays the video without hesitation. Your heart stops in shock.The video shows you lying in your bed and doing it to yourself. You have your eyes closed while doing it. "Omg Jungkook!"

Goosebumps run through your entire body as you hear this phrase from you. "Turn off the video right now!"

Jungkook grins and turns the phone back in his direction. Instead of finishing the video, he watches it over and over again. As he does, he bites his lips.

"I beg you, please, turn off the video!"

"Fine, I'll continue watching later". He puts his phone on the table and looks at the camera again, grinning. His look is almost provocative because he knows how uncomfortable you are with the situation.

"No, I don't even want you to look at it anymore! Why were you filming me?!"

"Well why did I film you doing it huh?" At this he pretends to think. "I just thought it was hot that you were thinking about me while masturbating instead of your fiancé. Next time, you better lock the door before you start thinking about me again while you're pleasuring yourself."

"Don't think that I always have to think of you when I have sex. I can't explain it to myself why that happened..."

"I do." Jungkook takes a big sip from his glass and sets it on the table. He crosses his arms and leans back. "You were in a very intimate situation there. You felt more comfortable than you have in a long time. It made you unable to suppress your innermost feelings. Because what you secretly need and want is me. And you've been aware of that since our first meeting."

Is he right? Was that really your subconscious, which wanted to make clear to you what you actually want? No! It can't be. You chose Jimin. From the first time you met, it was Jimin who caught your attention. You never got your hopes up with Jungkook in the first place. Or did you?

You shake your head unconsciously as this thought occurs to you.

"Jungkook, I want you to delete this video right now!"

"And I want you y/n to finally be honest with yourself."

"I am being honest with myself!"

"Then explain to me why you moaned my name."

"I don't know! How many times do you want me to tell you?"

"So many times until you finally admit it."

"What do you want me to admit?"

"You're supposed to admit that you want to sleep with me."

"Just because I thought it for a second doesn't mean I want to do it in real life."

"What did you have in mind with me specifically? Am I fingering, licking, or fucking you in your mind?"

You blush again.

"Ah the last one then." Jungkook licks his lips. "I'm just imagining my penis entering your vagina and you screaming my names again."

"Omg can you please stop doing that...."

"I see you like it when I talk like that though."

"Can you please just delete the video and we'll forget all about it?"

"I have a better idea."

"What idea do you have?"

Jungkook leans forward to the camera that you can look him deep in the eyes."I will come to you now and then you and I will have some fun. Thus, I don't need the video and the problem would be solved on both sides."

Jungkook is making you an offer right now to sleep with him. Jeon Jungkook. Why was your first thought to agree? You're engaged! You can't even begin to think about accepting this offer.

"You don't seriously think I'm going to cheat on Jimin. I love him!"

"You've already cheated on him."

"No, I haven't! Thinking about it is different from actually doing it."

"You're right. I think about it all the time, and the more I look into your eyes, the more I want to see the look on your face that you'll have when I penetrate you."

A sudden throbbing of your vagina, makes you completely lose it. Why do his sayings turn you on so much? And why are you so attracted to him right now? He wants you to cheat on Jimin. He's an asshole and nothing more. You take a deep breath in and out. Keep your composure y/n. You're stronger than this.

"Now you've even gotten naked in my mind. You nasty girl." Jungkook runs his fingers over his lips while looking at you. "Y/n now we really have a problem. My friend down there is getting displeased and wants to get out of his pants. It's already very tight down there."

You don't know what to say anymore. You don't know what's right and what's wrong anymore. Is it wrong to sleep with him when it feels so right? Everything about him hypnotizes you. Your eyes fall on his lips. You think about how it feels to kiss his lips. Is he a tender or a demanding kisser? And how would his tongue feel? You want him. You need him.

"Jungkook..."

"You don't need to say anything more. I'll be there in 10 minutes."

With these words he ends the call and you look into a black screen. He will really come. This is not a dream. Jungkook is about to show up. You're really going to do it together. Why are you so excited. You put your hand on your neck and feel your pulse racing. Why are you so nervous all of a sudden? Is it the guilty conscience towards Jimin or the excitement?

One thing is clear, you will never forget this night.