Onika POV
Maraj residents
8:30 pm
"AND DONT COME THE FUCK BACK" mommy and daddy are arguing again.
I don't know why they won't get a divorce. I can't take all this bullshit
I saw daddy put a few bags in the trunk. I walked outside
"Where you going daddy,"
"Your mother and I need some space" he said "I'm going to be staying with a friend for a little while."
"Daddy if it's Mrs. Gloria you should know better" I said In Warning tone.
"I gotta go babygirl, daddy loves you" he says, kissing my head and pulling off.
"Daddy is in deep shit" I said to myself, heading back in.
Walking up the stairs I could hear mommy upstairs, sobbing.
"I gave that man 32 years of my life, just to ruin it. Only just to have one good thing come out of it." She drops her head her hands.
After about thirty minutes, she finally calmed down and finally lied down.
I needed a blunt.
I went to my hill and of course I spark up. After feeling the buzz kick in, I start to lay back and stare at the stars.
I'm sick of all the shit going on now. I just need one person to ease the pain, other than this blunt.
I decided to call bey up.
"Bey bey you got some time?"
Before she could answer I heard some shuffling and a voice.
"Uhh sure, what's up?"
"I just want to know if you wanna come to the hill with me. You don't have to if you don't want too" I said hoping she says yes
Again I heard shuffling and the phone hang up.
This weed got me feeling a little bold so I decided to just walk to her house.
Walking to her house, in my head I'm overthinking a whole lot of scenarios.
I don't know why I am, I gotta remember she ain't my girl. And I don't even like girls, only her. And she is a lot of woman.
Getting to her door, I did a slight knock. I saw all the lights were off which had me confused.
All of a sudden the door opens, and who I'm guessing is shawn answered.
What the fuck does she see in this dude?
"Baby who's at the door?" I heard bey say, walking to the door.
"What's your name?" He said lowly
Is he fucking kidding?
"Oh hey onika," she says awkwardly " I didn't expect you to come over."
She pushed shawn out of the way and stepped outside. She closed the door and first thing she did was hug me.
"Sorry I wasn't getting a good signal." She says quickly
"It's fine." Checking my phone I saw I had full bars but decided not to say anything
"So that's your man?" I asked sarcastically
"Nika do not do that, that is my husband. I love that man. You will find out one day how it feels honey." Damn that hurt
"Sorry bey I gotta go." I said walking off
I felt my face start to burn and turn red. Is her fine ass crazy?
As I was walking home I felt tears run down my face. I never expected that to hurt. But after all she is just my teacher. I don't know why I'm trying to have her on a leash.
Getting in the house it was finally quiet. For once I didn't like it
I headed to my room washing up and lying down. I just cried silently. Why does it hurt so bad ?
She didn't ease the pain at all
She made it worse
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It's gonna get better just not right now
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