The faded sunshine. (Kagehina)

Amorevolous

                        He was like a star, very brilliant, if I do say so myself. Life felt like a haze, at that very moment. All I could smell was him and all I could feel was him. Due to my imagination, it felt so entirely real. Nobody can explain the love I have for him, not even myself. 

- All that was left of Tobio's thoughts. 


          December 22nd, 1997

     A baby boy was born, who was stated to be named as, Kageyama Tobio (影山 飛雄). Though, the guardians didn't want this, poor, boy. He was forced into a home with his grandfather, and older sister, Kageyama Miwa. The mistake the parent's had made was horrendous. This man, this boy, would turn out to be marvelous. Very talented and idolized....maybe. He felt in awe when he thought of, and/or played volleyball. He was also, very stunning. Those bright blue eyes, very sharp eyes if you could say. 


         Other than this, we come back to the "present". 
     December 22, 2014

Kageyama's pov

       It was my birthday today. The day where I came to be. Unfortunately, the day where it turned shit for everyone around me. 
    Obviously, I didn't tell my teammates it was my birthday because it would turn into a mishaps for them. 

          I was lost in my thoughts, I started sweating as if I was running on a treadmill. My heart beating fast, all I could hear was my heartbeat, heavy breathing. My eyes widen. Why was this happening? I was getting scared. 


       "Kageyama?" 


The word's echoed through my head, until I snapped out of it

"Huh, what do you want?" I said.

Hinata hesitated at first, then worryingly said; "Are you alright?..." 

These word's took the air out of my lungs, I chokingly tried to say I'm okay. "I- yeah no, I'm fine. Why?" 
Hinata bit at his own lip, like he was thinking. "I don't know, you seem a bit...off? If those are the right words." 

     "Hey, you two! Back to practice." Daichi yelled at us
We both jumped and immediately turned our heads towards the direction of the distance voice.
"Yes sir!" We both stated, as response.  
We practiced for a good hour before deciding to lock up the gym. 
The stars we're dazzling as me and the smaller boy walked home together. More like my home. He was so kind. I appreciated him, he made my life a little brighter. Just like a candle in a dark cave. 

His pale soft skin, his light brown eye's that glowed in the star's light. His vibrant hair, it gave me this feeling in my stomach I've never felt. Sooner or later, I'd feel a burning sensation in my face. I could stare at his beautiful features all day, everyday. He'd think I'm disgusting if he found out, that's what scares me the most. The thought of him replacing me, keeps spinning in my head like a circle, it only rewinds, over, and over, and over...and....

"Hey kageyama! Why don't we grab some meatbuns...?" 
He turned his head to me, his smile dropped quickly. It pained me a bit. 
"Why are you staring so immensely?" He said this in a soft, concerned tone. Am I just weirding him out? 

"Wow! Hinata Shoyo, from the concrete, using a difficult word? How amusing..." Tsukishima snickered, as he passed us going into the convenient store. 
"Hey! I can be just as smart as you if I wanted to!" Hinata said angrily.

"If you did...I mean...could, then you'd do that during tests." Tsukishima said back quickly

I stayed quiet as the two bickered. Just...watching, calmly. 

I just zoned out, in my thoughts.

Thinking about what hinata thought about me. Letting my fear eat me up.