Losing Control (Yelena Belova x Fem reader)

The Price

Warnnings: Strong language, Violence, Blood, Death

Y/N's P. O. V

After we made deal with Vladimir he told us it'll take him few hours to recreate the serum. Ruby stayed there to make sure he wouldn't double cross us or something. Alexei went back into the jet. And Melina's probably going through some of Vladimir's stuff at the moment. I decided to go and get some fresh air. I layed down in the grass, stargazing near the cabin.

Just when I thought I might even fall asleep from the quiet surroundings, a voice brought me back to reality. -"Hey, care if I join?" The low voice said. Unmistakably Yelena. I sat up and smiled at her, nodding my head slightly for her to sit next to me. And also with a smile she did.

-"What are you doing?" She asked. -"Stargazing. I love it. It helps me to clear my mind." I replied laying back down. She layed down next to me. -"There. That's a bear. And that over there that's Cassiopeia. See it?" I pointed out the only two constellations I know. -"Eeeh.....no." She said after few seconds of trying to find it. -"Okay." I moved closer to her and rested my head on her arm to get her point of view. Then I pointed them out again. -"Those four stars, with these three as a tail. That's bear." -"What? фигня (Bullshit). That doesn't look like a bear." She said. -"Yeah, I know right?" I chuckled. -"And looking just further to the right, you can see five starts in a shape little bit like W. That's Cassiopeia." -"Oh, yeah. I see it. Cool."

-"You don't stargaze much, do you?" I asked putting my arm down, but still staying in Yelena's emrabce. -"I never had the time nor choice to do so." She admitted kind of sad. -"Oh."

-"I also never had the choice to do some things I wanted. As my father only wanted me to do kick box. But I found my escape, in psychology. I always loved talking to people, helping them with it. I hated when he made me hurt them. Hurting somebody was something he tought me, I learned it. But still hate it." I told her. I have such easy time trusting her. -"I think I like it." -"What?!" I looked at her concerned. -"The stargazing I mean." She explained. -"Oh, right! For a while there I thought-" -"What? No! Sorry bad timing, hah." She chuckled when she got it. -"Kinda, yeah." I laughed and got comfortable on her arm once more.

For a while there, she still laughed quietly at the situation. -"Well, I'm glad you do. At least we have another thing in common." I told her. After that we layed there in silence, just stargazing. Slowly my hand found it's way to Yelena's, that was right next to my head. I traced my fingers upon hers and after a few seconds entertwined them, and she didn't mind. My eyes closed again, and we just enjoyed the quiet of the night.

-"Y/N?" Yelena spoke softly. -"Hmm?" I hummed in response. -"Your hand....it's cold." I imidietly shot to sit up. Putting up a hurt face. -"Fuck you! Warm them up then." I chuckled putting my hands to the crotch of her neck. -"Wha-! No! Stop it!" She laughed and quickly removed my hands. Surprised I looked at her. -"Are you ticklish?" I smiled. -"Pff, no." She replied, trying to hide her neck in her jacket. -"You are." I put my hands up again. -"Y/N. Don't." She warned me with a stone cold voice. -"Oh, I'm gonna." Within seconds I got on top of her and started tickling her. She could laugh her ass off. -"Aaah! Stop-haha! Stop that! Haha!" She managed to get out. -"заставь меня сделать это!" (Make me!)

It wasn't long until she had enough and effortlessly cought my hands. I gave her a moment to breathe. -"You speak russian?" She said, catching her breath. -"A little." I shrugged. -"Why didn't you tell us?" -"You didn't ask." She looked at me clearly not amused. -"That's a shitty excuse." -"It's not an excuse!" I chuckled.

Yelena's P. O. V

Just staring at Y/N on top of me. She smiled down at me. Out of nowhere a light appeared in the distance, getting my attention. Y/N also turned to it. It was in the night sky. -"Is that ours?" Suddenly the light flew right above us. I recognized the jet now. Widows use it. I quickly pressed Y/N's body onto me firmly. So they wouldn't see us. I saw one jet so far, but who knows how many are coming. We need to warn Vladimir and the others. Y/N rolled off of me, still hiding in the grass. -"Who is it?" She whispered. -"Black Widows." I replied. -"How did they found us? Vladimir has this place satellite secured." She said. -"I don't know."