Losing Control (Yelena Belova x Fem reader)

Next Move

Warnings: Strong language, PTSD, Fluff

Yelena's P.O.V

I woke up and felt Y/N still peacefully laying in my arms. I know how nightmares can be...I felt sorry for her. -"Why are you staring at me? It's kinda creepy." She said with her morning voice. -"Pff, you wish I was." I chuckled. -"Wanna go and grab some breakfast?" She asked. -"Hmm, sure." I replied.

Suddenly Ruby rushed into the room. -"Yelena we-" She stopped upon seeing me and Y/N together. I quickly got up and Y/N moved back to her half of the bed. -"I'm sorry am I interupting something?" She asked, ready to back away. -"No! No, of course not it's just- Why didn't you knock?" I asked her, kinda embarassed for this whole situation. -"Uhh, nevermind. Yelena, Melina and Alexei want to meet and decide what to do next." She said. I looked at Y/N and back at Ruby. -"We were just going to grab some breakfast." I told her. -"They already have breakfast in their room, let's go." She said going out of the door again. -"Okay, we'll be there in a bit." I told her. -"You sure about taking Y/N there?" She asked me. -"Yeah. Why the hell shouldn't she be there?" I told her kinda agressively. -"Dunno....Just hurry up." And with that she closed the door again.

-"Sorry about all that." I said to Y/N. -"It's okay." She replied. -"I'm going to use the bathroom. Be out in a bit." I told her and went to have a shower. After we got ready and everything we headed for Alexei's and Melina's room.

-"Finally! Took you long enough!" Alexei said as soon as we stepped through the door. -"Good morning to you too, папа." (Dad) I replied with a pure sarcasm. -"Excuse me, but what is this about?" Y/N asked them. -"Good of you to ask. Me and Alexei decided. That since we can't free the Widows. We first have to find Draykov. Kill him and then free the other Widows." Melina said. -"We would first have to figure out where he is." Ruby said. -"Exactly and that's what I wanted to talk to you about. Yesterday, when the Widows were....dying. One of them managed to send an encripted message. I've been working on deciphering it. And finally I got it, it's coordinates." Melina said. -"Wait, coordinates to what?" I asked. -"Well, it's more than probable. The Red Room." She replied. -"I wouldn't count on that. It could be a trap. Draykov may be just waiting for us to get there. What if we walk right to his arms?" Ruby replied. -"I don't think so. The Widows were free before they were killed, right? So one of them sent these coordinates from her own will. Not because Draykov ordered her." Y/N said.

-"That's right." Melina agreed with her. -"So, what do you wanna do? Just head to these coordinates like that?" Ruby asked. -"That's exactly what we wanna do." Alexei replied to her confidently. -"I don't know. I have a bad feeling about this. Can you give me the coordinates? I'll try to find out more about it." Ruby said. -"There's nothing more to find. But suit yourself." Melina gave her a flashdrive with the coordinates. I took a donut from the table and bit into it. -"So, when are we departing?" I asked them, enjoying my very heathy breakfast maybe too much. -"We wanted to depart After breakfast, but since Ruby wants to mess around with the coordinates we can depart at evening." Melina nodded at Ruby. -"Thanks. I just wanna be sure it's not a trap." Ruby said. -"Okay. That's all. We'll tell you when it's the right time. You're free to do whatever I guess." Alexei told us.

-"I'm sure we'll free the Widows, don't worry." Y/N said to everybody. -"That's the spirit." Alexei smiled at her. I brushed my hands as I finished the donut. -"Okay, if that's all. We have somewhere to be." I said and grabbed Y/N by her hand, leading her out of the door. -"We do?" She asked. -"Yup. Thanks for the breakfast. See you later." I closed the door behind us.

-"Hey! What's so important?" Y/N asked. -"Listen, if this is it. We can't risk you getting involved again. This is no game. They could kill you Y/N" I said, worry filling my voice. -"If you're suggesting that I should stay here or in the jet then forget it." She crossed her arms on her chest. -"I wanna help you and the Widows. And if I'm suppose to die while doing so than so be it." She said. I looked her dead in the eyes and held her hands. -"Don't say things like that please. I wasn't gonna suggest that." I told her. -"I'm gonna teach you how to fight better. No matter how good you're at kick box. It's not enough." I added, for a while she didn't say anything but then she smiled at me. -"Lead the way then." I smiled back at her and with her hand in mine I led us towards the workout room in the basement.