𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐄, 𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍

06

Author's POV

" UGH YOU PARK JIMIN! WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU MAKING ME QUESTION EVERYTHING? I SERIOUSLY HATE WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO ME ! FUCKING COME HERE AND GIVE ME SOME FUCKING EXPLANATION AND SOME COMFORT !" Jungkook yelled , throwing anything he gets in front of him , littering the objects here and there , making his room a mess like his dumb head .

" Jungkook, son , what hell and heaven are you doing inside?" Came out his mother's sweet voice from outside his vast room, causing Jungkook to stop destroying any further .

He stopped and thought for some moments . " Mom.. yes . Moms are good with feelings and hearts. She can help me out .. MOMM ! COME IN PLEASE?" He yelled and after some minutes, the door to his room opened and his mom came walking in . " Yes ? What do you need Jungkook?" She asked .

Jungkook stood up and brought his mother to his bed and sat her down on the mattress. " M-Mom, I need your help . Please help me out , mom . Please!" Jungkook almost begged .

Mrs Jeon smiled and nodded. " Ofcourse I'll help you . But first , you sit down and tell me what you need my help with ." She said , as Jungkook sat down in front of her and began speaking-

" Mom , I.. there was this nerdy boy named Jimin in my school, who had a huge crush on me . He used to cling onto me and do everything to make me like him . But I found him very irritating and ugly and fat and very unworthy. He was ugly, fat and poor - or that's what I thought, at least, mom . He confessed to me saying that he loves me , but I .. badly rejected him and broke his heart . I .. even humiliated him many times in front of the whole school . But now I regret everything mom, once Jimin came back having a full makeover. He looks so beautiful and unworldly now, mom . He's no more ugly or pig like . He has become so beautiful now that I just can't stop staring at him mom . You know , I regret doing everything to him , I regret calling him those heartbreaking words . He is neither poor nor ugly nor any of the things I thought he was . He's as beautiful as an angel mom . I..I fu- uh , messed up great time , I know that now. I regret everything mom . I don't know what's happening to me , mom . I go numb whenever I see him smiling so beautifully, I feel like staring at him all day and night, I feel jealousy when that Taehyung nears Jimin . My heartbeat increases as Jimin nears me or I near him. My heart skips a beat when I am in close proximity with him . Help me out mom . I'm confused and you are the only one who can pull me out of this . Please ." Jungkook completed, with Mrs Jeon listening to every word carefully.

She sighed , and then looked at her son , with a disappointed face . " Jungkook.. I'm sorry but you started liking Jimin only after he came out being beautiful and attractive. Had he remained the same , you would still hate him or fall in love with him ? You never saw his inner beauty. You never tried to understand his heart or.. him . You never appreciated the love he had for you. You took him for granted, but now that he came back being better , and you knew that he's rich and not poor , you started liking him ? That's infatuation, Jungkook and not love. " She said, patting Jungkook's back .

Jungkook's mouth hanged open , not wanting to agree that his mother was correct!

" But mom, I regret doing whatever I did ."

" That's just you feeling sorry for not having realized how much potential Jimin had before. "

" But the jealousy I feel ?"

" It's nothing as well , Jungkook . You're afraid that the 'best' won't pick you anymore ." She stated , gazing at Jungkook.

Jungkook's hope was shallower than the Mariana Trench .

" B-But mom the heart rate increasing that I feel?"

" That can be some kinda thing you feel for Jimin. But don't just label it as 'love' so soon. Take your time and explore your feelings for him , Jungkook. But , just make sure you are not too late because considering what you said, you are already late enough. So , whatever you have to do , do it fast before you miss the train ." She said and left Jungkook with a kiss on his forehead.

Jungkook sat pondering over his mother's words .

Hell yeah,  she was correct !

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" Oppa , what do you feel for Taehyung oppa ? Just be true to me okay ? It has been one week you both started this trying this relationship thingy . If you are serious with him , then be his boyfriend , or else leave him the fuck alone . Taehyung oppa deserves someone who loves him , not someone who is still pondering over his once upon a time idiotic crush ."

" Y/n , you want the truth ?"

Y/n nodded her head. " I do . So , spill it the fuck out ."

" I.. think I like him ? I don't know that Y/n . He's been sweet to me . It's not that he wasn't sweet to me before . But , Y/n , I don't know about my feelings for Taehyung. I seriously don't, believe me . I can't categorize what I feel for him as friends or more than that . I know Taehyung has had and still has feelings for me , but you gotta understand me too . First Jungkook and then Taehyung. I don't know , but maybe I have started liking him more than friends.. or maybe I didn't or maybe I'm mad and I don't know or maybe I still don't have jams . Y/n , I'm confused. I can't label what I feel for Taehyung now . I SERIOUSLY CAN'T!" Jimin said, ruffling his own hair .

Y/n just smiled at her brother. " And .. what about Jungkook? You still like him or.. are you fully over him ?"

" I .. don't know ? I think I hate him , or maybe I don't or maybe I STILL DON'T HAVE JAMS! Y/N WHAT'S HAPPENING WITH ME ? I DON'T LOVE JUNGKOOK AND I CAN'T HATE HIM AT THE SAME TIME . HE WAS MY FIRST CRUSH AND LOVE. BUT HE DID EVERYTHING FOR ME TO HATE HIM , BUT I JUST CAN'T! ON THE OTHER FUCKING HAND , I THINK I LIKE TAEHYUNG NOW . I AM GOING INSANE PARK Y/N . MY GOD!" Jimin yelled , standing up on the bed and jumping like a mad man .

" Sit down, opp—"

" OH MY GOD ! GIVE ME MY DAMN JAMS PLEASE! I'M GOING MAD !"

" It's gonna be okay . Sit do—"

" OHHHMYGOD ! I DON'T KNOW ! MOOOOOMMMMAAA !"

" Sit do—"

" WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME—"

" PARK JIMIN! FUCKING SET YOUR FUCKING ASS DOWN ON THE FUCKING BED BEFORE I FUCKING TEAR ALL YOUR FUCKING HAIR FROM YOUR FUCKING HEAD !" Y/n finally yelled , and Jimin immediately stopped jumping and sat down like a good boy .

Y/n sighed and sat down beside her brother. " You like both of them ?" She asked , and Jimin just looked at her,  blank , and then gulped thrice ( Y/n counted ) and then put his head on Y/n's lap and laid down on the bed . " Y/n , please! Don't say that . I don't know ,okay ? I don't know anything. I am mad. I don't know . MY GOD !" Jimin said , hiding his face in Y/n's lap , who giggled and started playing with Jimin's hair .

" All the best oppa ."