Mad Love ~ Y/n Y/l/n x Bellatrix Black

She is gone... (TW: SH)

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y/n's pov:

The next few days I was just in my room, Bella was much on missions so she was barely home, I felt lonely.

After about 8 days Bella came back, I was downstairs wandering around the house when she came inside. I ran towards Bella giving her a hug 'I am so happy you are back' I said happy but she pushed me off of her walking away saying nothing 'Bella?' I said walking after her, she didn't say anything and walked towards her room, grabbing a suitcase and grabbed her clothes 'Bella, where are you going?' I said and then she spoke 'I AM GOING AWAY Y/N JUST, LEAVE ME ALONE!' She shouted, I got tears in my eyes and ran away towards my own room, I cried as I heard Bella argue with Cissa 'Cissa I am going, I can't stand it here!' Bella said, I walked towards my door poking my head through the door frame to see Bella furious, she walked down the stairs and I heard the door slam, then Cissa noticed me

'oh dear' she said as she saw my tears 'what happened?' she walked towards me comforting me 'I d-don't know, she came b-back and I-I think s-something happened o-on her m-mission I-I think' I said sniffing, Cissa caressed my face comforting me as I was crying

The next couple of days were hard for me, I barely ate or came out of my room, when Voldemort asked me to go on an mission I refused saying that I didn't feel well, he didn't complain about it. At one night I stood with a knife in my hands looking at my thigh 'just.. one cut' I said holding the knife at my thigh and cut it, then I lost it, I kept going, blood streamed out of my thigh as well tears out of my eyes, then I heard a knock, I quickly hid the bloody knife and ran towards my bathroom 'one second!' I screamed dabbing off the blood and covering them. I got out of the bathroom 'come in' I said, it was Draco 'hey y/n, how are you?' he said closing the door behind him 'okay..' I said 'the Dark Lord...' Draco said 'no Draco, I won't get on any missions, I can't' I said 'he wanted to speak to you' Draco finished 'oh, sorry, I thought you were gonna ask if I was going on an mission' I said and apologized 'do I have to go to the meeting room?' I said 'no, he will come to here he said' Draco answered 'okay, thank you' I said and Draco left

I covered my cuts with shorts when I heard an another knock 'come in' I said sitting on my bed 'good day y/n' Voldemort said 'good day my Lord'  I said bowing 'I wanted to speak to you about Bellatrix' he started and I swallowed 'yes?' I said 'she is in her own manor, not wanting to go on any missions, do you know why, I thought I ask you because you are really close with her' Voldemort asked 'I don't know my Lord, a few days she came back from an mission and then grabbed her suitcase, argued with Narcissa and left' I answered thinking back about that day 'strange' Voldemort said and saw me thinking 'you don't want to go on any mission, maybe get your mind off of what you are thinking about?' he said and I nodded no 'sorry my Lord,  I first want to get everything straight in my head' I said

'I understand, I am going to get the elder wand' he said and left, he left me in questions, the elder wand? I thought. Some time later I heard something tick on my window, it was an owl, I opened my window and the owl handed me a letter, I opened it

Dear y/n,

We are safe and I hope you are too, we are on our hunt to find the last horcruxes, Snape had taken over the school and is the new headmaster, everyone was going to school but we didn't for a reason. I found out that your mark can get traced down so where you go, Voldemort can find you, I am currently looking for a spell that can block the trace and even to remove the mark. We are now at the beach house of Bill and Fleur, Dobby died because of the dagger of that bloody witch Bellatrix. Please make sure no one will read this so we will be safe, I'll see you soon

loves, Hermione

I held the letter to my chest and then hid it in a box under my bed, I walked towards the balcony and looking in the distance, thinking, about everything, death eaters, Bella, the trio, horcruxes.

Sorry that this is such an short chapter, I just have no inspiration, the next chapter is much better, I promise!

X-Lisa :)