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thirteen

Mind Over Matter - By: Young the Giant
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Y/N'S POV

It was now dark at the amusement park, the lights from the rides shining so beautifully with all the unique colors, i felt like i was in heaven. We rode so many roller coasters and tried to win so many prizes, i felt so humble.

We all got ourselves cotton candy while we walked to a grassy area, sitting down while we watched people go down the slope on rollercoasters.

"Did you have fun y/n?" Hoseok sat next to me, handing me a water.

"Yeah, i had alot of fun! Did you?" I smiled weakly as i drank some.

"Yeah i had fun, even though the roller coasters made me feel sick." He joked and we laughed.

"Did you know?" I change the subject.

"Did i know what?" Hoseok turned to look at me.

"Did you know txt was coming?" I say, looking at the others that were still ordering.

"Yeah, we all wanted to surprise you. We love you y/n." He smiles, patting my head.

"Oh?" Was all i could say.

"Yeah. We wanted to cheer you up and make you feel safe and happy, so...yeah."

"Thank you." I whisper. I felt so emotional now. Knowing TXT is here now, i made friends with all of them, and i have BTS with me. I have so many people who care for me... do i even show it back? I put them through so much...

I started to cry, unable to handle my emotions. Everything just shut down, i dont know why or how, i felt trapped, unable to breathe.

"Y/n? Whats wrong...?" Hoseok turns serious, turning his body to face me.

"Im really sorry.. I just came into all of your lives out of nowhere and.... i've caused you so many problems, i should give you all a break." I choke out, feeling horrible.

"No no y/n.. why are you saying this? You haven't done anything wrong...?" Hoseok tries to calm me down but i cant hear him anymore, i cant. I feel sick. I get up and run.

"Y/n!" He calls out for me, but i ignore him.

I run past everyone, my legs moving before i could even think. I run into the bathrooms and shove myself into a stall, locking the door behind me.

I sink down in the corner and rest my head in my knees, trying to control my breathing as i let everything out.

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HOSEOK'S POV

I stood there, unable to process of what just happened. Everyone saw what happened. Did i do something? Is y/n okay? She said she put us in trouble?

It all clicked. She thinks its her fault for the guy from the club hating us. No, y/n...

"Hoseok!" Someone calls out to me, and i hear them run towards me.