Burr Pov
It was the first day back from Winter Break and I was nervous. I had no family to visit over the break so I talked to my friends about the only thing I thought about. Y/N. She meant the world to me. Everyday I would sit in class and admire her. But she didn't even know anything about me, And it was all my fault...I just want to love her, and for her to love me-
"Burr? Are you there?"
I was snapped out of my thoughts as Washington begged for my attention.
"Yes, sir.." I grumble.
"Who was the first president of the United States?" He questioned. "Christopher Jackson" I respond.
I don't know why he gives us questions as if we're 3rd graders, but I've come to terms with it.
"Alright.. Y/N. Who was king when The Revolution occured?"
"Jonathan Groff, sir."
God I love her voice.
It was soothing, whether she was yelling at Jefferson or mumbling while going over her notes. It was all so perfect.
She was perfect.
~*_Time skip_*~
I sigh in relief as the bell rings and school is out for the day. I rush to Madison's dorm, careful not to bump into anyone.
Eventually I made it to Madison's dorm to see him and Jefferson on the couch, Jefferson talking about his crush who he pretends is a woman. I may know everything about everyone but it's plain obvious he likes Alexander.
"Oh, hey Burr" Madison greets me, flashing me a look begging for me to save him from Jefferson's obsessive ranting. "Hey Mads. Hey Jefferson, what'cha talking about over there?" I question. Madison punches me in the arm and I chuckle. After an hour of Jefferson obsessing over 'this girl' he stops.
"Burr, why are you here?"
He questioned.
"Oh I came to talk about...well....a certain person in our law class...." I became lost in thought at just the mention of her.
"Oh are you talking about Y/N? We see you gawking at her every time you get the chance dude." Madison butts in. My face turned a deep shade of crimson when he said that. I hated getting any sort of attention and knowing they saw me looking at her like that wasn't too pleasant.
"Yeah...her...." I mutter.
"So how long have you guys been talking" Jefferson asks and I flinch.
Madison looked away, already knowing the answer to this question.
"We haven't...."
That was the truth. I loved this woman and she meant the world to me. Yet we haven't even spoken. Pathetic, isn't it? How do I expect to get with someone I've never spoken to. I've had every opportunity in the world, and I've been in school with her since elementary. So why? Why can't I bring myself to speak to her? Why....why am I waiting...? It's what I've always done. It's why I always miss out. It's why nobody ever speaks to me. And yet I don't try to change. I don't think I can, and I've been this way forever. So why change now?
"You...haven't spoken to her?"
Jefferson asks. I bow my head in shame. "No, I haven't..." I mutter. Jefferson looks at my sympathetically, and rubs my back. I feel tears pricking at the corners of my eyes.
"I have to go I'm sorry"
I say, as I leave with haste, not caring to explain. I rush back to my dorm and let it all out.
"Why can't I be as perfect as her?"
I sob and had slept at the door.
~*_600 words_*~
Alright y'all that was the first chapter I hope you liked it. I'm going to try and update daily. But that's all for now because it's getting late. Cya
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~*_The Shadow_*~ a Aaron Burr x Fem!Reader {Modern AU}
Fanfiction~*_"God I want to make them mine....but how do I start..."_*~ You are Y/N L/N and you are a law major. There are a lot of people in your class that stand out. Like Jefferson and his obnoxious fashion sense, or, Hamilton and his severe lack of sleep...
