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Damiano X ED! Reader*

Please be warned, this story deals with eating disorders!! So please be mindful, read my other stories if this topic triggers you.
Warnings: Angst,Suicidal Thoughts, Eating disorder, Body Dysmorphia, Hospitals
Word Count: 1,118

Growing up, I never saw any models built like me. My own sister was not built like me, Victoria was skinny like most of the people in the media here in Italy.

It broke me, my mother was also very skinny and extremely nit picky about how Victoria and I looked. We were supposed to be tall and skinny, Victoria was the preferred sibling.

She was talented and it only got worse when she went on the X factor. My mother constantly compared me to my sister and my only solace was Damiano.

He always told me not to listen to my mother. My father was no better, he didn't say anything but he also did nothing to stop my mother talking about me.

Damiano introduced me to smoking when we went to school together. Since I would typically get picked on, and smoking took the edge off of everything. Off of my mother, school, of Victoria.

I still remember when Victoria found me smoking. She was also struggling but with other things from my parents. She had terrible anxiety and our mother made her feel terrible about it.

"(Y/N)? What are you doing?"

"I'm smoking, what does it look like I'm doing Vic?"

"Fair. Can I have one?"

"You want a cigarette?"

"Yes (Y/N). I need one."

So I gave her one to smoke, as we talked about the problems our parents were giving us. We never said anything about either of us smoking. Not like my mother would care.

But the issues with my body started in middle school, when everyone in my year would wear crop tops and shorts. I wanted so bad to be skinny like them, so I started throwing up after I ate.

I would also skip my meals, not like anyone noticed. It was serving me good, and I liked the way it made me look.

I started to look skinny like my mother and my sister, and all the other girls in my school. I could finally wear crop tops and shorts without being called a cow.

I kept smoking because it would limit my appetite and I didn't need to eat. No one noticed, but all I saw in the mirror was still a fat girl.

The fat girl no one liked, the one my mother hated. The one who would never end up with Damiano.

The traits I picked up on in school followed me for years, although my ED was never terrible it still wasn't good. However, because I was skinny I ended up with Damiano.

My ED came back in the frame when Damiano joined my sisters band and they became popular. I skipped on my meals, and would work out for hours without anyone noticing.

Vic and Dami were busy with Måneskin to notice that I wasn't eating. Not like they would care, I had to stay skinny to keep Damiano in my life.

They were busy with the band for hours. Damiano would be so tired he wouldn't notice me slipping out or in to our bed.

They made it to the Eurovision 2021 finals and since I was Damiano's girlfriend they allowed me to come. I was so thin but I think between their performances and the craziness that was Eurovision they didn't notice.

-Third Person POV-

Damiano knew however something was up (Y/N) he didn't know what it was. He was worried that their ED came back, she was already so skinny.

She couldn't be starving herself again could she? He prayed to God that wasn't the case. He planned on talking to her after the show was over.

When they called Måneskin as the winners of Eurovision 2021, all of them jumped up yet (Y/N) passed out cold.

Damiano noticed this and caught her before she fell to the ground. "(Y/N)! Baby talk to me!" He yelled at her.

"Someone help her!" Victoria screamed out as she saw her baby sister out cold.

Eventually the ambulance arrived and (Y/N) was taken to the hospital. Damiano was allowed to go in the ambulance with her.

Victoria, Thomas, and Ethan accepted the awards and then ran to the ER to see how (Y/N) was doing but the hours were over.

Damiano was allowed to stay with her however because he lied and told them they were married. He stayed by her side all night long. He cried as he saw his love thin, fraile, and pale.

-(Y/N) POV-

I woke up to bright lights around me, I went to sit up but felt heavy. I couldn't do it.

"Mio amore. Why?"

He knew, I must have passed out after I stood up too fast. "I thought you wouldn't love me cause you have so many skinny fans." I cried.

He also had tears in his eyes. "Mio angelio I only love you. I can't live without you."

The nurse came in to check my vitals, "The doctor will be in shortly to talk to you Mrs.David."

I looked at Damiano, "I had to tell them we were married so I could stay with you."

I just laughed with him, he texted his band mates to let them know that I was up.

As soon as Vic heard that I was up, she rushed over and gave me a bear hug. "Don't you ever do that to me again." She smacked my forehead like when we were kids.

"Ah. Mrs. David, you're up." Vic looked at us werid.

"The reason you passed out was due to malnutrition, I believe that you have a eating disorder. You should go to therapy for it."

I just nodded my head, "We want to keep you for a couple more days till we can make sure you won't pass out again."

"Thank you doctor."

I look at Vic. "Why would you do this? We love you." She paused for a second, "also Mrs. David. You two aren't married?"

"I lied so I could spend the nights with her."

"Nights? How long was I out for?"

"About three days." Vic said looking at me, almost crying as she said it. "Why didn't you tell me? We did everything as kids!"

"Because you wouldn't understand" I screamed out as my sister and lover were badgering me about my body issues.

"Neither of you would understand! You're both so pretty, tall, skinny. Mom would hold that over my head."

"We wouldn't care (Y/N)!" They both yelled at me.

"You're going to therapy when we get back Rome (Y/N)." Damiano said, and I knew that at least I have a support system. My own little family that I made on my own.