Waking up everyday feels tiring......looking at them happily for a second only for the smile to be wiped off my face by the question they ask me :
' You have studied everything right? You need to get good marks in your tests. That's how you can make me proud. Don't let me down. Ok?'
Should I lose myself to please them?
OR
Please myself and lose them?
My thoughts of giving up frequently knock on my door and I don't know if I should shut them out or let them in....
I'm scared that when I wake up one day, I'll regret not chasing my dreams and blame myself...I don't know what to do.