Aurora

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Ever since I was diagnosed with depression I've been going to "the donation corner." Originally it was a corner shop, but it was shitty so it was teared down and became a place for people to donate emotions to the people that sit/stand there. I regularly come there like today when someone did something..... crazy.

Flashback one hour ago:

"hey can I donate to you..?" A calming female voice spoke to me, as I had my head hung down looking at the moist ground.

"Huh.. Yeah go ahead I don't care.." I looked up staring into her lifeless eyes, "but you look like you need them more than me.. you look depressed mate." I rested my head in my hands as she stared down at me coldly.

"Yeah well I'm not going to be on this earth tomorrow so I'm giving away emotions to people who look like they need them and as someone who has many mental issues I can tell if someone is depressed so don't tell me I'm depressed when you are too, capeesh?" She spoke in such a monotone voice.. it was almost spine chilling.

"What do you mean by you won't be on this earth..? You going to space or something?" I knew exactly what she meant. But despite her and I being complete strangers I didn't want her to end her own life..

"I'm killing myself. That's why I'm giving emotions away I wont need them when I'm dead will I?" I don't know why but the way she said the words made a lump in my throat rise up. "I'm just gonna give you the emotions." All of a sudden she threw a few emotions into my box: Joy, gratitude, awe, serenity, curiosity, hope and.. love... I held love in my hands and looked back up at her.

"Thank you.. Thank you so much! You have no idea how much this means to me!" After that I took all the emotions upon myself, it was like I was floating that's how happy I was. "But... Please don't end your life.. please."

"Why not?" She looked so... emotionless.

"Because I think.. I think I love you?" I don't understand how or why but I just felt like I wanted to be by her side forever and ever..

"So the first time you feel love, you feel love for a girl who wants to end her life?" She had a point, why'd I have to fall for someone who doesn't even want to be on the earth anymore.

"Listen! Maybe just maybe! I could try help you find happiness? Defeat your depression?" I just can't let her go.

"Fine. You can help me "defeat" my depression and then we can find emotions for me. My name's Aurora by the way."

"Deal!" She gave me her number and then we went our own separate ways for the day.

Aurora... such a pretty name.

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Authors note: Everyday or every two days I'll release a new chapter they'll be 5 more after this makes 10 in total! Have a lovely day!

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