Edward didn't thrive of hate, it made him more likely to selfharm and made his insomnia get worse.
Even if it it was to be justified he can't handle it. Maybe he went too far.
He's not great at being critical towards others. Okay maybe it should be labeled hateful.
He apologizes for being too mean.
It's uncomfortable to apologize but he needs to be able to function.
It really sucks for him to not be able to tell people to go fuck themselves without personal consequences.
In another reality he was born a total psycho 24/7 and lived his best asshole life.
Maybe that's what people deserve but he couldn't do it.
Now he's gonna push wheelies around in a happy circle
