Darkness behind the bad boy

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Pulling into the driveway I could already hear the screams from my mother and stepfather, the Neighbours used to be frightened of us as a family hut I think they all gave up on us and just decided that we would be gone or dealt with by the cops soon enough but I wished every day that just one of them would look closer to see what was really going on inside the walls that I called home. shouting off the engine I sighed getting out of the car, the only thing that the bastard hadn't pawned off for his drug money meaning that I treated it like my child. walking up the driveway I could hear the argument better now and nothing that they were saying had any effect on me until "you need to get rid of it" Ryan screamed "I'm keeping it how could you say that about your child!" then bang I made my way through the front door and ran towards my mum shielding her from the blow Ryan was about to deal his fist smashing into my head instead of her stomach "get out of my way you prick" he screamed but I didn't speak just shielded her, if she was pregnant, I didn't even start myself down that road again it was bad enough when I was younger and she had been knocked up by one of her regulars at work bringing my little sister into the world they had taken her from my mother the moment she was born so I never met her but I knew her life had to be better than mine protecting my mum from her abusive husband who she refused to get rid of despite the fact that all he did was spent what little money my mum earned on drugs and other whores " you stupid brat fine I'll have to teach you a lesson" I knew what that meant and I gritted my teeth looking down at my mother the force of the blow I wasn't there to see had knocked her out "fine" I spat and he chuckled "you know you like this really" I didn't say a word my id in a different place as he had his way with me first beating and then fucking me I thought about peter, I hadn't even known he had existed until a few weeks ago when school started up again he seemed different I knew I would have remembered him before now otherwise like he had become more confident or something, I knew all the guys who liked goys in this school I had been with them all but him, he seemed different but as Ryan finished with me and left to go deal with his friends I couldn't help but smile "just wait peter parker you'll be crawling to me in the end" I mumbled to myself before getting up to tend to my mum still passed out on the floor.

later on that night we were sitting at the dinner table in our little house eating the microwave meals a had prepared for us when my mum said breaking the silent "I think you should go and live with your father in Texas" I brought my gaze to hers "and leave you hear with him while you're carrying a baby, not happening" "how do you expect me to afford supporting you and another child your almost 18 now" she countered getting worked up like she always did when I wouldn't do as she asked and normally I would just agree so she would let it go but this was always the thing we fought over "I don't know maybe tell you bastard of a husband to stop selling drugs and raping children and to go get a real job" I snapped standing up from the table I couldn't deal with this "watch your mouth or" "or what" I mumbled I was surprised she heard me as I looked her in the eyes "you'll wash my mouth out with soap, has done worse to me" I stared at her for a moment before grabbing my jacket and keys "where are you going it's a school night" she yelled after me as I reached the door "like you care you're going to work" with that a walked out jumping in my car and driving off needing to get away and I knew precisely where to go.

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