Family Secrets

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It has been two days and still no leads. Jimmy O was giving us the run around in my opinion. Over all I was ready to get the hell out of Belfast, I don't know what it was but it was just weird here. Maybe it was knowing my dad spent a lot of time here his presences here was just as strong as it was in Charming. Also Gemma was up to something, not that it was anything new her and Maureen had this real nice-nasty type of tit-for-tat going. I think I know what it was about but I didn't want to go there. the guys just got back from a very dangerous run, that killed Padric. Since they did this run Kellan Ashby was going to tell us where Abel was.

I was sitting at the picnic table with the guys when I once again noticed Trinity checking Jax out, and to my disgust he was doing the same. I got up and walked over blocking her view as I stood in front on Jax

"Come on let's walk." I said taking his arm, he sighed then stood up wrapped her arm around my shoulders and we walked away from the party. We couldn't go far, because of everything going on so we just walked down the block a little ways

"Talk to me how are you?" I asked and he stopped and pulled out his cigarettes and lit one

"What do you want me to say G?"

"Anything I don't care, it's you and me Jax you can tell me anything."

"We're never going to find him."

"Don't say that!"

"It's been almost two weeks and we've been here for days and they're giving us the run around. Your guys with all the shit they have can't find him."

"I know it's just a lot going on right now over there but they haven't stopped looking. It's a lot of red tape dealing with the IRA but we're not giving up." I told him and he took a long hit

"Have you talked to Tara?"

"Have you talked to Tony?" He shot back, he knew I was upset at him over what happened in Monaco

"Actually yes I have briefly a couple of hours ago. He's trying to deal with the rest of the shit storm I will be walking back into soon. So have you talked to Tara?" I asked again

"She doesn't need me, she doesn't need this shit."

"Jax she loves you, and she loves Abel too. I'm here for you and you know I love Abel but Tara is basically his mother. The point of having a partner and parenting together is to share the load good or bad."

"Abel is not her son and she does not need to be around this club!"

"That's her decision to make don't you think?"

"No you of all people know what this club does to the people around it. Tara is smart like you she can get out and be ok."

"Once again not your decision to make. Jax I chose to leave for me because I knew it was best for me, and that mess between Happy and I is nothing like you and Tara." I said and he looked at the ground then back at me

"You're scared." I stated looking into the blue eyes that matched mine

"I don't want to lose anyone else I love G." He said and I hugged him I wish I could tell him he won't but with everything going on I really can't say for sure. I just hugged him tight.

"I get it just stop giving Trinity the sex eyes." I teased and he laughed

"I won't go there I promise."

But he did of course I was sitting with Bobby when Gemma and Maureen came charging up to me

"Where's your brother?" She asked and I looked around and I didn't see him

"He was just here."

"It's Jax where do you think he is?" Bobby added and I saw a look of horror cross their faces. Gemma took my hand and pulled me behind her and they rushed towards the bedrooms. Maureen pushed the door open causing Jax and Trinity to pull away from each other

"Jesus mom!" He said picking his shirt up as Trinity pulled her skirt down and Maureen grabbed her

"What do you think you're doing Trin!" She snapped at her

"Jesus Jackson what did we just talk about?" I said looking away from the scene

"We need to talk all of us." Mom said

"Aye." Maureen said and she led us upstairs to her apartment Jax and I sat on the couch Gemma stood Trinity sat in the chair by the window. Maureen left the room and came back with a picture and handed it to my mom

"Trinity I lied about your da. He wasn't a solider, he was a member of the club." She said softly then looked at me and Jax

"A founding member." She said and I looked at Gemma and snatched the picture out of her hand and I felt sick to my stomach as I looked at my dad holding a baby and smiling with Maureen next to him with a smile just as large. I blinked back tears as I looked at it then I looked up at Trinity. I tossed the picture and walked out. I walked outside and bumped into someone I tried to keep going but who ever it was grabbed my arm and I looked up to see Juice

"Let me go." I said trying to pull away from him

"You're crying what's wrong?"

"I don't want to talk about it." I said pulling away from him but I could hear him following me as I walked off the lot.

"You know it's not safe out here." He asked as we reached the end of the block

"I need air."

"We're outside how much fucking air do you need?" He said I could tell he was trying to break the tension

"Stop I'm not in the mood." I said turning to face him

"What happen Gigi?"

"That girl in there Trinity is apparently my sister."

"Oh shit, but her and Jax weren't they..."

"Gemma and Maureen stopped them before it went too far. So because they were backed into a corner they told us the truth."

"That's fucked up I'm sorry G."

"You should see this picture of the three of them playing happy fucking family. Like he didn't have another one on the other side of the world." I said shaking my head, Juice pulled a joint out of his pocket and lit it

"I never knew my dad he took off before I was born, I did find out that I have a sister same way you did," He said and I gave him a look

"Well not exactly, I never almost hooked up with my sister." He rambled then took a hit then offered it to me I hesitated

"Trust me you need this right now." He said and I took it, I took a bit hit letting the smoke fill my lungs. I hadn't smoked since I left two years ago and I missed it, weed helped me through a lot of beatings.

"It could be cool having a sister since you grew up around the guys."

"I don't want a sister! As selfish as it sounds I don't want to know her, I don't want to know anything about her. I liked being my dad's only girl, that was something special we had between us."

"I wish I could help but I suck at these things. I can get you a drink though." He said and making me laugh a little then I took another hit

"As long as you make it a double." I said passing the joint and we started to walk back to the compound 

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