STEVE'S DAUGHTER

SHE'S FIGHTER

Today was very hard day for me .. I just failed at the OR with Ethan and I was so sad from that . It was young man who had accident and I just .. didn't saved him ... He died bcs of me.

,, HI GIRLL HOW ARE YOU ? " Ethan asked me when I was outside of the hospital ,, It's okay .. I'm okay ... " I say silent  ,, Please don't lie to me okay ? " he said ,, I don't lie to you .. I'M .... " I can't even talk I cried. 

,, Oh sweetheart come here ... it's okay , our shift will end at 20 minutes oky ? I'm gonaa be just with you, did you talked to your PAPA ?" 

,, Yeah .... he knows ... "

After I said that the big blue car came to the hospital parking and my dad and DANNO get out of the car when my dad saw me he just run to me and hugged me very tight and get his arm on my hair. ,, Oh SWEETIEPIE , IT'S OKAY IT HAPPEND .. I'M COP TOO AND SOMETIMES I COULDN'T SAVE EVERYONE TOO ... IT'S OKAY ... "

,, Dad ... it's not okay i just ... i just ki-killed him .. " I said this and then all was blur

* HOSPITAL *

Steve - ,, ETHAN WHAT'S WITH HER ?"

ETHAN - ,, IT WAS PANIC ATTACK BUT SHE SHOULD BE OKAY " 

STEVE - OKAY THANKS .. CAN I SEE HER ?

ETHAN - OF COURSE COME 

* ROOM * 

I was asleep and then I was in hospital , everything was white 

,, Dad ? " I said 

,, Yeah sweetiepie I am here , it's okay " he said try to calm me down 

,, Dad .. I ... I am so... so .. sorry " I said and I quickly breathing 

,, Y/n , it's okay you're in hospital ... try to calm down okay ? " Ethan said and try to get me shot for panic attack ,, NO .. ETHAN .. YOU KNOW I HATE THIS .. I JUST CAN'T .... " I said bcs I have big fear of needles and It's the worst thing on the planet . 

,, HEYYY SHHH IT'S OKAY , DADDY IS HERE .... COME ON , COME HERE " my dad said and he hugged me .. He is the only person who I trust ,, Yeah that's it .. , can i check up on you ? " Etahn said after he gave me the shot .. ,, Y eah , but can I sleep ? " I asked him bcs I am still tired of everything ,, of course you can , but now look to my eyes okay ? " HE said and  he just  shined a light in my eyes. ,, and I'm gonna listen to your heart okay ?" he said and I felt his cold stethoscope on my chest. ,, You're okay but .. " he said and I start fel fear.. ,, but?" I asked . ,, You gonna rest understand ? " he said and I smiled  ,, Ethannn nooo " ,, Yes woman .. " he said  and I looked at my dad an we smiled ,, Okay I will rest  maybe " I said and Ethan must go bcs It was emergency 

,, Dad ? "

,, Yeah ? "

,, Are you angry at me ? " 

,, Sweetie I am gonna be angry if you gonna break my heart so no I'm not angry at you and please don't ever told this is your fault because  , You're going to be aberrating that you're ating the death of someone you can't, please, I know what I'm talking about, I'M YOUR PAPA AND I LIVE YOU AND YOU'RE MY DAUGHTER I'M GONNA BE ALWAYS HERE " my dad said and I started cry ,, No , no tears baby , come on I'm gonna lyong with you okay? " he said and he cuddle on me on my bed and then we fall asleep. 

*MORNING *

I woke up and my dad wasn't there but Ethan ,, Hi sweetie your dad went to work but he's gonna be here soon"

,, Can I go home already ? " I asked 

,, I'm sorry but your temperature hipe up ... so you need to be here for few days longer but I belive you gonna be okay " 

,, And dad ? " 

,, Don't worry he knows everything "

,, I'm hungry I need ... KAMEKONA'S FOOD LIKE RIGHT NOW and KENSI "

,, OKAYYY "

And then after few hours KENSI CAME WITH FOOD. But I was asleep ... 

,, Hi Steve , is she okay ?" Kensi asked my papa ,, Yes , she had panic attack and after few days her temp. hipe up .. I'm scared .. bcs .. " 

,, Steve don't be , she's okay  she 's a fighter , belive me , she can handle this " Kemsi said try to calm down my dad. 

,, Daddy ... is .. Kensi here ? " I said with half asleep ,, Hi sweetie I'm here , and food too " Kemsi said and hold my hand ,, How's baby ?" I asked ,, The baby is now with Deeks at your papa's house and can't wait to meet you"

,, Please don't leave me .... "

,, Don't worry , i'm here "

,, Can you .. just be here bcs dad need to go to work and lay with me ? " I asked

,, of course baby "

,, tell me some funny stories with deeks "

And then Kensi told me some stories with Deeks and she lay with me and I was just happy to be with her. 

* GUYYYYYS THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR THAT YOU'RE READING THIS STORY I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH ... WE'RE  BIG OHANA ..MAHALO FOR EVERYTHING  ALOHA *