"So i guess we break up, huh?", he asked me. It wasn't the first time I heard that but this time it actually hurt.
" I don't want to hurt you, I never did but... yes." I answered truely. It hurts to let go of somebody that you really like. But i needed to break up. "Look, I am really sorry and I feel bad for all of thi-" he cut me off. "Don't be sorry and don't apologies for your feelings. If you feel this way then you feel this way...". Thoose words cut deeper than a knife.
I broke up with him.. how can he stay so calm...
~I thought.
On my way home i couldn't hold my tears back any longer so I just cried while driving.
Incomming call from: ~Nat~
I picked up and said:" Hey, what's up?"
"Are you crying?", Natasha asked me.
"Yes, but don't worry. Everything is fine "
"Then why are you crying?? No, you know what, come over!", she said.
"To the Avengers tower?? Are you mad? I can't just go in there and tell them I am your friend and want to visit you, they'll think I am insane!" I got used to the fact that my best friend is an Avenger and that she is often in trouble but to actually visit her in the Avengers tower?! That's crazy.
"Just come over or do you want me to pick you up whereever you are?"
"Okay, I'll come over but you HAVE to explain them that I belong to you ... I am with you in 10 minutes." So I drove through New York and finally was at the tower. When I arrived, Nat was already standing at the entrance, waiting for me.
"You're finally here!" She said, while walking me to a massive elevator in the huge building. She pressed one out of what looked like a million bottons. At the next floor the doors of the elevator opened and we got out. Then we walked into a big room, which seemed to be the livingroom. "Everyone meet Y/n, Y/n meet everyone.", my friend almost yelled.
The Avengers, right infront of me- HELP!- I thought.
They were literally in front of me. I couldn't help but just stared at them. I was SO nervous.
"Hi, I'm Bruce, Bruce Banner. Nice to meet you." A nice looking guy held his hand out to me. I somehow managed to shake his hand even though I was fully concentrated at the fact that the Avengers are literally standing infront of me. I wasn't really shocked because I knew someday I would meet them. But all of them- at once??
"H-hi, I'm Y/n... nice to meet you guys. " I stuttered. Hopefully nobody noticed. I didn't want to act like a big fangirl...Even though I am one..
I introduced myself multible times to each Avenger- they were all pretty nice. I heard about a lot of them trough out the years but it was cool to meet them in real life. "This situation was the same as I got into the group, not because of excitement but nervousness", a tall, good looking guy named Loki whispered me in the ear as he hugged me. He actually HUGGED ME. God I was so excited. And nervous. And still sad but I didn't mind for now.
Then Natasha took me up to her bedroom to talk to me.
"So Y/n, what was that crying about?" She asked as we both entered her room. So I explained her everything...
" YOU BROKE UP WITH HIM AFTER HE SAID THAT HE LOVES YOU??" She asked, terrified of what I just told her.
"Well, kind..of..."
"WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? You wanted that since you two were a couple and- and now without ANY reason you just BrOkE uP??"
"It HAS a reason! I didn't feel the same, I just wasn't ready, I don't know maybe my feelings just faided and I didn't want to hurt him more by pretending plus I think- I-I start to believe that I like girls more than boys...And if you don't support that, then I'm really sorry but we can't be friends anym-"
"No, no, thats totally- I- you have my full support. I just wanted to know..you know. But thats great! And I want you to know that you have my total support!I just want you to be happy you know, cuz you're like a little sister to me." Nat hugged me tightly.
"Thank you", I almost whispered,"but can we change the subject now... please?"
"Sure."
"Tell me Nat, why did you ACTUALLY call me?"
"Oh yess, I wanted to tell you something really important...My actual sister Yelena is coming tomorow afternoon but we have a Mission thingi, so it would be nice if you just show her around the city and maybe do something together..."
"Yeah well, about that..."
She looked a little worried and asked:"What is it?"
"Well, technically, I don't have an apartment anymore because of the breakup, neither do I have a car that I could use tomorow bc my mother has my car for her vacation thingie, so..."
"Sweetheart, where are you going to stay tonight?" I didn't have an answer so she just said that I could stay at the tower as long as I want to and that Tony would give me a car. I knew that it would be rude to don't accept that offer, even though it is very big...plus Tasha wouldn't agree that I sleep in a hotel, so I accepted and everything was set up for me.
It's great here in the tower -I thought as Nat showed me around alittle in the evening.
The tower was enormous and had the prettiest bedrooms I ever saw. Mine had a big bed in it and its own bathroom and also a brilliant closet, in which you could walk in. It was so huge, almost bigger than my old bedroom. And my bedroom also had a little desk. It was on the same floor as Natasha's and next to the room where Yelena was going to stay for the next few weeks.
On the other side of the floor there was another room, which happened was owned by Loki, the guy who hugged me so nicely.
Everything was just lovely and cool and I was way too excited to sleep in the evening, so I read a book, which was on the bookshelf- also included in the room.
Soon I fell asleep. I never dreamed much but this night a short dream about the book creaped it's way through my mind...
