"So? Where were ya and why didn't you tell me?", I asked as I sat up.
"Can you promise me that you won't freak out?"
"Uhm yes Ig?"
"Well,I just needed some space yk, to think about it all... "
"Why didn't you tell me? I would've understood it, yk."
"I know..I... just... and with those things that happened between us and yk I just didn't want you to worry about anything..."
And that's when I hugged her tightly.
"Okay now, I got news to tell. I'm back together with my ex!!"
She looked sad but I didn't really understood why. We just played being girlfriends and we were drunk when we kissed so that does not mean anything right? Wrong, 'cuz she was sad now... But that would mean Yelena has feelings for me... Can't be true. I bet she doesn't even has a teeny tiny cruch on me and I just make things up in my head...
"Oh shit, what time is it?", I asked. I totaly forgott about my date with him!
"AH shit alright. I gotta hurry now cuz I actually have a date in 30 minutes, shit uhmm can you braid my hair while I quickly brush my teeth and make my makeup?"
"LOKI?", she shouted, him comming in.
"What? Oh I see, you have a date right?"
"Yes, now would ya please help me, I don't know what to wear..." I was in complete hurry and needed every help I could get because this date was very important to me. I want to say my boyfriend today that I love him. In the last time I really got to think about it and so I think its the right time now.
Yelena was so helpfull and nice even though she was sad. Did I really made the right decision?
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Time skip
I should've met him 7 minutes ago in front of the restaurant we were going to eat lunch but he still wasn't there so after another 20 min. I decided to check on him. So I went to his appartement to search for him and when I got up there, I saw the door open so I got in to see if he's okay and then I heard him saying those words to his 3 friends he was with: "Guys ya'll owe me 20 bucks! I got back together with that bitch! Now I bet she's going to say 'I love you' to me today, ha! Little does she know everything was just a dump bet! God she is so stupid. Today's drinks are on me! We gotta celebrate my win!"
I stormed out. It just hurt too much and not in the good way. I couldn't listen to him anylonger. How right he was! I was so fucking stupid to go back to him and I WAS going to say those words to him! How stupid can one person be?! I ran across the street, called Yelena and Loki to pick me up and cried very much that evening. As we got home in silence, out of NOTHING Loki suddently said: "Burn them!"
"TF?! I can't just BURN him!"
"But his stuff and clothes you still got. It'll help you get over him..."
"Well that makes actually sence.", Yelena mentioned. I quickly put all his stuff in a bucket when something came to my mind
"So where do we burn the stuff? Does Tony have a fire place here?"
"Yeah well actually in the library is one.. ", Loki said.
"In the what?! All the weeks I've been here now you did not feel the need to tell me there's a library??! Are you serious?! LET'S GO THERE!!", I immediately screamed.
We got in there (it was beatyfull and massive with a huge fireplace and the ceiling!!!) and as we started to burn the stuff I saw Yelena not that sad anymore... she actually seemed kind of happy. But I didn't care much, I just wanted to get over him. How dare he! To say it was just a bet when I was the one to break up with him because I didn't love him in the first place.
