Steve POV

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"Hey um..I gotta question." I said, slowly turning to face Snot.

"Hm?" He replied. Him and I were laying in my bed. Something like my head against the wood, Snots back laying on my chest, and my fingers gently brushing against Snots smooth arm.

"What does it feel like?"

"I'm gonna assume your not thinking of what I'm thinking are you?" We both chuckled to each other.

"No no like how does it feel..Having your mom except you and all. Like you can be open around your mom and I have to act like I'm trying to get with all the chicks in school." I would just about kill to have what Snot has. He has a broken family but at least his mom support him..When my dad asks about girls and shit I have to completely change my personality. My dad says that and I immediately think of Snot. A feeling settles that I'm not being a good boyfriend lying about things like that. But "Stan" can't know, I don't wanna get kicked out! Or ignored all the time! I want my dad, but I also want to be myself. Sadly it's one or the other when your a gay Smith.

"Oh babe...Forget them! They're the ones missing out on the true amazing person you are! And you always have me and my mom..Isn't that enough?"

"I guess..I just wish-"

"Enough of the "I just wish" bull shit!" He quickly sat up and pecked my lips. "If they are so stupid they can't even accept you, then who cares about them! I get they're your family but Steve I love you and I don't want your family getting in the way of you being yourself. Got it? We have two more years then we're out. Out of school and our parents houses. Please babe just wait.."

He's not wrong..Only two years till we're eighteen and we can both move out together.

"You know what your right, I don't know what I'm talking about. Sorry Snot."

"It's ok. Sometimes you need a reminder that everything is going to be ok..If my dad were here and alive I would be saying the same shit as you.."

He grabbed my hand and linked our fingers as I smiled at him softly.

"Whether it's risking love from my parents or not, I love you Snot."

"I love you too Steven."

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About an hour later I walked outside my room to use the bathroom and sighed. In a good way with a lazy smile.

"I love that poor loser." I said to myself, keeping the lazy smile.

"You what??" Suddenly the voice of an alien spoke behind me.

"Oh uh- nothing! Just talking about myself! Ya know I'm a poor loser but I love myself!" I replied quickly and awkwardly. I'm so terrible bad at lying.

"Oh ok I believe you."

"Rea-"

"No. Steve did you even try?? Y'know who is a poor loser? Say his name."

"Snot.."

"Wait really?? I thought you were talking about that fat one not Snot!"

"What?? No!!" I yelled back, throwing my hands up.

"Well shit Steve that's who you were in love with?? Damn I knew it was someone but not Snot."

"Wait you knew??"

"Please the last two years all you've been is smiley and happy, except for when Stan brings up girls..So yeah it's pretty obvious."

This makes this so different..Roger knew and probably that it was a boy and he didn't care. Well honestly he hooks up with boys and girls so he can't judge me, but still..It's nice that I still have Roger.

"Ok Roger, I'm only gonna say this once. Then I also have something different to say. But please..I know you are all about yourself but have some sympathy..Are you ok with me and Snot? Please don't tell anyone..You have no idea how many nights I've spent just thinking about this. Please Roger. Don't tell anyone." I tried to act as serious as possible but I know Roger is gonna do some stupid joke or something.

He sighed. "I know Steve. The whole coming out thing, no I won't tell anyone, but if you come downstairs with a sore back one day I'm gonna spill-"

Knew it.

"Oh my god why do I even bother."

He laughed..His strange, still strange, and more strange alien laugh. "Just busting your chops. Yeah I'm cool with you and Snot. I'd do both of ya if I had the chance so why do I have a say? But again about the sore back thing I know what to—"

"Roger!"

There's that laugh again. "I'm gonna go in the attic now bye."

I watched as Roger waddled the way to his stairs and turned around to see Snot walking up to me.

"What was that all about?" He asked, shrugging.

"Oh um- my uncle just uhhh wanted to..He wanted me to tell him what time it was!" I replied. Snot looked at me like I was the biggest moron, fair enough.

"I'm not stupid Steve."

"Ok ok he found out about us.." I said, rolling my eyes.

He gasped and pulled me into the bathroom. "Steven!! Why did you tell him!!"

"He was pushing me to say it! I tried lying but we both know I'm terrible at it!! Sorry babe I really didn't mean to..But hey he's cool with it by the way.."

"Your so stupid."

"Smart?"

"Stupid."

"Handsome?"

"Stupid?"

"Sex worthy?"

"Stupid."

"Funny??"

"Stupid."

"Your one and only??"

"Stupid."

"Stupid??"

He grinned at me before coming closer and licking his lips.

"Stupid."

"Oh..Ya know your right I am stupid.."

"Yeah, but I kinda like stupid."


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That's dumb Snot you like stupid- whatever
Anyway....This is it ✌️✌️✌️

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