Author's Note:
The title is NOT definite. I have two other titles in mind. I felt so inspired, I had no other option but to share a snippet of what my mind has conjured up.
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I feel nothing. Nothing at all. Im detached from absolutely everything in life.
Is this all there is? Life filled of the mundane. Except the only mundane thing is me.
Woe is me, blah blah blah. You know how it goes.
God, I even bore myself.
My own presence is insufferable, everyday I put on this silly little mask to go off into the world.
To not make anyone uncomfortable. I laugh when a friend laughs, I'm able to conjure human emotions when needed.
But what about my comfort? If it were up to me, I'd never laugh.
I don't remember the last time I genuinely laughed.
I'd never offer a friend advice, I'd never open my arms to comfort a crying friend.
I guess to some degree I do care because I've always done these things.
Truth is, I'm very much capable of understanding emotions. I'm aware of one's body language and eyes have always been easy to read. I've been told that I'm emotionally intelligent.
How ironic.
But being able to understand human emotions doesn't mean shit if you don't care.
In fact, I think it makes you worse than a person who doesn't.
There's a hole in my head and in my stomach, and my heart is still.
Sure I have some interests-I rarely get obsessed. But deep down I am truly empty.
But I guess actions speak louder than words.
Lucia dropped her pen on her journal and rested her face on her hands.
She stared at the window longingly, burdened by ever growing boredom.
"Lucy, honey."
Her long locks draped to her back as she turned her direction to the door.
There stood Cordelia Goode, the closest thing she would have to a loving mother.
"Dinner is ready."
Lucia only hummed in return causing the supreme to pout.
Cordelia became aware of Lucia's inner thoughts and feelings after becoming the supreme.
She admired Lucia's effort in trying and never giving up. It was so easy to give in after all. Especially since the passing of Madison.
Both girls had grown a liking in each other. Everyone around them knew it was infatuation more than genuine feelings.
But they never bursted their little bubble, they both understood each other in levels the rest couldn't understand.
Unlike Madison, who would always seek to fill her void-whether that'd be drugs, sex, and booze.
Lucia remained dull and tame. Usually found caged in her room. Her only consumption was music, literature, caffeine, and cigarettes.
No interest in anything, it's as if she was waiting for something to come and give her what she's been missing.
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Anya Taylor Joy as Lucia BlaineCody Fern as Michael Langdon
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Word Count: 444
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