Ninjago Oneshots | +Song Edition

Only Human | Lloyd Depression

'''Only Human'''

Written by Cathe

Song by Christina Perri

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Plot : The Team was celebrating their victory against the Oni, but Lloyd decided to get some air. He then starts thinking about the awfully depressing things in his life.

Info : In Lloyd's POV. Is set after Season 10: March of the Oni. This is an alternate universe. Minor Llorumi, and minor Platonic GreenFlame.

Warnings : Depression! Suicide!

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A/N : All I can say is, this is junk. Terrible. I just had the idea and decided to write this in school. Lloyd is soo OOC (out of character), and I'm so disappointed at myself. I hope you enjoy this terrible oneshot...

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Lloyd's POV

I walked out of Chen's Noodle House. Well, technically it belonged to Skylor, Chen's daughter, now but the restaurant was still called Chen's Noodle House because it belonged to the Chen Household.

Probably wondering why I was just there. Well, we managed to stop the Oni with the Tornado of Creation and after the ceremony we had with the handprints on the Monastery Mural, Skylor insisted that we had a party to celebrate our victory. She also offered for us to have it at her noodle house. So we agreed.

I told the others that I needed to take a breather outside, that's why I left the building. They all said that they allowed me to so I left without another word, but I made sure that I didn't look suspicious while leaving.

Before all this happened, I'm talking about the Sons of Garmadon 'till the Oni, I was just a kid in a teenager body. I was happy and I felt like a normal person. Well, as normal as I can be. I'm the prophesied Green Ninja and I'm a kid who wasn't allowed to play or do anything a normal kid does. All I have ever done in my life was train and train.

I know the guys cared about me, and they still do, but they don't really understand the painful things I had to experience.

I feel very selfish for thinking this way, but it's sadly true.

People in Ninjago think that just because I'm the Green Ninja, I will always be the one to save them. That I don't have any feelings, but when it comes to reality, I'm pretty much just like them. I'm a human being, not a god.

And just because I have special elemental powers and a legendary title, doesn't mean I'm any less of a person than anyone else.

Everyone calls me lucky, or special. But what's the reason for them calling me that? Is it just because I was prophesied to save everyone? Is it because of my powers?

Probably. Because if I didn't have them, no one would recognize me, or even care about me. My friends wouldn't care either.

The only reason the four original Ninja, Kai, Jay, Cole, and Zane, even bothered to take me in was because of my uncle. If it wasn't for him, I'd still be living in the streets.

Who knows what could've happened if I wasn't given the proper education of being good. I could've turned evil, like what happened to Harumi. You know, after much thought, Harumi and I really do have a lot in common.

We both had terrible pasts.

We both had been hurt a lot even if the person doesn't do it on purpose.