The Tomlinsons | l.s. AU

Chapter 23

"I feel like a teenager again, celebrating our two month anniversary." Louis smiled at me while we were sitting at the restaurant. So much has happened in the last month and a half. He told his family a month ago and they didn't take it as hard as my mother. She also calmed down a bit. I guess, she saw Ivy was alright and we were happy together. At least she smiled at me now and didn't leave the room when Louis came over with the kids. The kids seemed happier than ever. The way they learned new stuff all the time and how they hugged me when they saw me, I never wanted to break our bond. They were getting so big now, and they always wanted me and Louis to kiss. Which we did, of course.

I couldn't believe we are now actually able to go out in public and hold hands. And kiss. But it is quite weird when we meet any of his students. They are as old as I am, maybe a bit younger, but it's still weird.

I don't mind it, though, as long as I can hold his hand and feel that love and need whenever we look at each other.

"But it's not only our anniversary we're celebrating." Louis continued and I looked at him confused. I didn't know what was happening and then he started checking his pockets. Then he got something out and I didn't see it at first but then, there it was.

"Louis, what is this?" I asked, silently hoping I was right, already excited for this new chapter of our lives.

"What do you think it is?" He smiled when he saw the smile on my face.

"Will you move in with me? I got the apartment big enough for us and the babies and I would love it if you lived with me. Want to wake up every day next to you and fall asleep with you in my arms. Want to kiss you before I go to work and you go to school and I want to cook your favourite meal when you're sick and rub your belly, I want you to be next to me when I'm sick. I want it all with you, Hazz." I was about to cry, I couldn't believe how lucky I am.

"I would love to live with you and the kids. There is nothing I want more than this." I answered with a big smile and went on to kiss him.

I brushed his hair off his face. He kept it long, which I loved and kissed his cheek and in that moment the server brought us food. We kissed one last time and went on to eat our food.

I couldn't wait to tell Niall and Ashe about it. They've been here for me all the time now for everything, especially for the problems I had with mum. I am so glad I had them. They shared happiness ad pain with me and they also were going strong. They've been together now for a year and the way they only grew closer and closer, was so beautiful.

We finished our dinner, paid the bill and made our way to the car. And as soon as we got inside, I jumped on Louis and started kissing him.

"Baby, baby, slow down." He pushed me a bit but I didn't want to slow down. I wanted him right now, so bad, right here.

"I want you, Lou." I whispered into his ear and he shivered. I loved the power I had over him sometimes.

"Baby, please. Let's go home, inside, yeah?" He tried to get me off of him but I didn't want to move.

"I want you right here, baby." I said and with that he lost all the control. He started kissing me back, hungrily, like he can't get enough of me and I loved the feeling. I got into his lap and started grinding down on him.

"Fuck, baby." He moaned and I smiled.

"I love you so much." I whispered and dipped down to kiss his, now exposed, neck. His hands found their way to my hips and held them down.

"I love you, too, my love." He whispered and I smiled while kissing his neck. I started sucking on his neck, so the bruise started appearing. "Baby, I'm so lucky." He whispered and I held him around his neck, just hugging him for a while. I've been waiting for so long to be able to do that. I never even thought it'd happen. But now I have him. I can kiss him and I can mark him. I can call him mine and I can spend time with him and the kids together. It's like we're a family. But I know we aren't.