I couldnt help myself but wanted more,
Your silence was killing me , maybe thats why i was so hook
Got a taste of it and now like cracks* , i needed my dailydose of it
My love for you blinded my judgment
You broke me and tossed me away
Why did i kept crawling back to you
It got out of hands, i was slowly breaking down the more we would connect ,
but i needed you to feel alive
You gave me something i didnt know i needed
You left me addicted to your love but for you
I was just another test subject,
You warned me about the side effects
However i was already imprisonned the moment
We locked eyes
I belonged to you , but you flush me away when i no longer served any purpose .i became addicted to your drug ,
And my downfall became inevitable.
I tried rehab however my addiction got the better of me each time.
like winter you came back and the dose were getting more lethal .
I hated you for leaving me , i needed the drugg
To survive but perhaps letting you walk away
Wouldve hurt more.
