The Dark Side

Pilot.

   Nothing would ever return the original and formally "correct" way.
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    "Why would you dare ask me that Y/N?" the darkened voice of one who belonged to someone familiar, the one person who's always with you and by your side, questioned with an intriguing expression. She was beautiful, full of nothing but pure perfection, she was stable, and lastly she's the most loving and caring best friend, Min Ilinae (e-li-nae).

   "I've never actually done anything before, I'm always busy with college and since we're pretty much closing our main campus, I just wanted to do something. It's boring being here all of the time Ilinae..." you quickly respond as you still admire your bestfriend.

    "I wish I could just be good enough to just become perfect like you..." with your voice trailing slowly and anxiously moving your fingers.

     "Y/N yah..." she began to say before dazing out. "There's absolutely nothing wrong for you to admire me, but don't place yourself below me." She looked with a side eye and continued, "I am not perfect. I've struggled plenty of times, I happen to be somewhat covering with mine..." she paused.

     "But- it is hard to be me." She finished. As you glanced at her, full of her words, you start thinking that you could make yourself and do so much better than placing yourself down.

     "I'm sorry.. Ilinae." You apologized genuinely, "...you know it's hard for me to find any sort of confidence." You lowered your head before continuing. "I'll try to do better... I just wish I could turn heads like you." You continued.

   She began staring at you with complete closure before stating, "You do turn heads Y/N, you happen to be unfocused... AND! Sleeping around with someone doesn't make you completely noticeable, I don't do that anymore." She lectured as her eyes roll.

  You slowly walk back to your best friend, grabbing her and pulling her in for the biggest hug imagined. You let up a small grin and finally released a sigh... you didn't want any sexual tension with anyone just yet, you just wanted to be completely "fitting in" as all of the other college kids had lost their virginity most likely in high school.

"I swear this always makes me want to cry... Y/N" her voiced trembled and you felt tears, "I just wish that you could see how perfect you are." She stopped and looked at you, "Stop comparing yourself to others Y/N, your beauty was given to you, for you," she said as gently kissing your neck.

I didn't know that I would be shedding tears today... UGH. I just wanted to know some tips about it and possibly get laid, that felt like I could get some sort of relief and continue...

"Stop crying Ilinae." You demanded and your voice started tearing, "You're going to ruin your makeup for the business meet, and we don't want puffy eyes ay?" You continued.

She then began to just groan and sniff her nose before saying, "Well Y/N, I wouldn't be crying if you'd stop downing yourself and making me feel bad.."

ARGHHH I already apologized to this girl what more to you want... A KISS dang.

"Fine, shut up and go to work woman. I'll stop doing it okay?" You huffed.

"Well won't you look at that, it's about the time for me to be leaving for work!" She exclaimed.

"Bye Ilinae yah! Have the most lovely day, I'll meet you back at the dorm okay?" You stated.

She paused before leaving out of the dorm, "Yes Y/N, of course you're gonna see me duh." She sped out to work.

Little did you know you may not be back at the dorm just in time...
OR OF COURSE MAYBE YOU WOULD..