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Sad

Tw: stay safe loves <333

Sad?
1. When you get ghosted
2. When they don't love you
3. When you feel alone
4. When you want to feel something and can't
5. When you wish someone would hold you and nobody will
6. When you couldn't be enough
7. When you wish you could go back
8. When you hate looking back and would never go back
9. When they make you feel small
10. When all you ever wanted was a friend
11. When you spend days by yourself
12. When you wish things would change
13. When you want things to stay the same
14. When you have nobody to talk to
15. When you get upset
16. When others get upset
17. When it's your birthday
18. When you lose someone or something you love
19. When nothing is wrong but nothing feels right
20. When everything is falling apart but you have to hold it together
21. When no one texts you
22. When you lose yourself to yourself
23. When you wish you could've made them happy
24. When you look for love in the wrong places
25. When you're too nervous to visit or call
26. When family isn't accepting
27. When you have to move on
28. When you can't move on
29. When you miss the bus
30. When you feel stuck in life
31. When you didn't get the job
32. When the you wish you could fade away into the black of the invisible universe right now
33. When you get dumped
34. When they don't feel the same anymore
35. When you wish you could have another chance
36. When you realize you ran out of chances
37. When you look into their eyes and they no longer light up at you
38. When you stay up all night while rereading old the old texts
39. When you realize you still want them
40. When you know they don't want you
41. When you have to stop talking about it, and pretend to be okay
42. When you finally realize you weren't what they needed
43. When the world is falling apart and so is your heart

44...when you keep reading this list looking for yourself instead of just admitting, sometimes life is.