melting || jaywon

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They fight everyday but make up eventually, it became their routine now. Sometimes it's funny seeing them fighting and fooling around, just how friends and colleagues do.

But for the members that know what Jungwon feels about Jay is literally not normal, he's hurting himself more and more. He himself is getting used to it.

What can he do about it? Jay is already falling with someone else. "You didn't have a chance to tell me her name, hyung." He said as soon as they stepped into the dorm, removing his shoes and putting it on the shoe rack. "I didn't? Alyssa Bang. Your childhood friend." The words traveled in circles inside of Jungwon's head. Did he hear it right? Alyssa Bang?

"Alyssa? Her? Why her?"

"What do you mean why her?" He says, glancing at him with a confused look. "I mean among all the woman out there, why her?" He grabbed Jay's wrist, his best friend and Jay together? The one he like is falling in love with his god-damn best friend? "I don't get you, Jungwon. Do you remember that day when i dropped you off, when i first met her it was love at first sight! She has everything i want." He stated, removing Jungwon's hands, going to the washroom.

It's over, his thoughts about Jay falling in love with someone has finally came true. Sure, he's upset but at the same time he's happy for him, finally finding his right one after 19 years.

Sigh. He needed some comfort. A friend that will make him feel better, he's lifeline, Jay. But he can't, it's too awkward for them to do that after fighting. He lay on his bed checking his phone to see if he have some messages. Nothing, but a one bunny gif giving a heart, it was from Taki. He smiled and replied the same thing.

Taki can be, but it's still not Park Jongseong, he needed him.

He and Jay will never be together. And that's for sure.

"Alyssa and him? Such a great match." He laughed at himself still looking for a chance. Life is such a mess, isn't?

Maybe loving Jay means hurting and loving Jay is a huge mistake, he wouldn't suffer like this in the first place if he didn't fell in love with him.

But with Jay being okay like that, being clueless and all is making him feel hard to confess. First, he might be confuse when he just confess out of the blue and second he's a guy. And it's wrong to date someone with the same gender because that's what people say.

If people know that, people will hate him.

Should he confess?