Being an influencer while; working, being in college, and still trying to maintain a social life was beyond stressful.
As much as you were hurting, you would never let anyone see it. You were always supposed to be happy and have a smile on your face, and you didn't like to show emotion, or be seen as weak.
You thought you were doing well covering your stress, but your boyfriend could see right through you.
Vinnie noticed when you would be up all night looking over your textbooks. He noticed right when you got back from school and an hour later you'd be right back out for work.
One late night You were over at the hypehouse, per Vinnies request
He had previously been on the game, to pass the time while waiting for you to finish your homework, that you had been working on for about 3 hours.
"Baby you've been doing work for hours, let's cuddle." Vinnie whined, wanting to spend some time with his girlfriend, before he had to go out tomorrow.
"One sec Vin, almost done, promise." You spoke, trying to cover your shaky voice.
But Vinnie could see it a mile away, because he knew you better than anyone.
"Baby c'mon you seriously need to take a break, your driving yourself crazy." Vinnie sighed, hating the fact that you were overworking yourself.
That's when you completely broke down, dropping your pen to the floor, as you started to sob.
"I-I can't i-it's to-o much, I ca-n't handle i-t" You cried, putting your head into your hands.
Vinnie jumped out of his gaming chair, coming over to you, and bending down to get to your level.
"Hey hey hey, stop it, it's okay baby." Vinnie spoke softly, not wanting to upset you more.
"No its n-not, I cant even d-o my-y fucking schoolwork." You cried harder, as Vinnie picked you up, moving your books and papers out of the way, before setting you down in his lap.
"Babe your human, its okay to be stressed, but what you're putting yourself through right now isn't healthy sweetheart." He whispered, trying his best to calm you down.
"I feel pathetic right now, crying in front of you" You said, so quietly, he almost couldn't hear you.
"You have no reason to feel pathetic, you have way too much on your plate right now."
"I don't deserve you" you sniffled, laughing a bit at the end.
"No, I think it's the other way around babe." Vinnie chuckled.
You both spent the rest of the night enjoying eachothers company, watching movies, and cuddling with Hera. Of course you had to get up early the next morning to finish where you left off yesterday to insure you made the due date, but you were glad you took a moment to spend time with your boyfriend.
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