Midnight Pleasure

Awkward

Started: August 26, 2021

Finished: August 29, 2021

"A date?" "Yeah. I want to get to know you better, before the wedding at least." Awsten just asked me on a date when I just went on a date with Scott, but he doesn't know that. He's nice and all, but I really don't want to go on a date with him.

"So?" "Sure. It's probably best." I mumbled that last part under my breath. "Whatcha say?" "Oh nothing." He smiled leaned in for a kiss but I turned my head slightly, making his kiss my cheek. "I'll see you tomorrow then." I nodded my head and gave a fake smile.

I slumped down the stairs to my bedroom and flopped on the bed. I wanted to be happy because of the wonderful day I had with Scott, but Awsten had to go an ruin it. Scott makes me happy, he makes me smile and laugh. I love the way he makes me feel. Awsten just makes me stressed, I don't want to get married to him or anyone else that my father chooses for me.

I snuggled under my blankets after having a hot shower and slipping into my pajamas. Scott texted me while I was in the shower, so I waited till I was done.

'Sorry that the moment was ruined. It's my fault.'

'No. Neither of us know what we're doing. It's cute.'

We texted back and forth all night till my eyes began to get droopy. 'I love talking with you, but I think I'm gonna go to sleep.'

'Alright, have a good sleep. Kisses.'

I smiled, plugged my phone in and layed down in bed. My eyes began shutting and my breathing got slower, telling me that I'm ready to sleep. The last thing that popped into my head was me sitting on top of Scott, passionately kissing him.

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I woke up and got changed. Awsten was taking me on a date today and I'm nervous. What if he tries to kiss me, I don't really want to. I'd prefer to just be kissing Scott. After putting on an outfit, I headed upstairs to the kitchen. When I turned the corner into the kitchen Awsten was standing there, drinking his orange juice again.

"Oh hi Nataliea!" I gave him a fake smile and walked over to the fridge. He stood behind me the whole time, watching as I pulled out the eggs, bacon and gingerale. I was searching through everything for the orange juice when I rembered that Awsten had just grabbed the whole thing and began to drink out of it.

"Whatcha making?" Awsten asked me as I closed the fridge and got out the skillet. "Breakfast." "Cool, cool." He hopped onto the bar stool and took another swing of juice. I glared at him as he gluped it down.

"Something wrong?" He twisted the lid back on and set it on the counter in front of him. "Yeah actually there is. I like having a glass of orange juice mixed with gingerale in the morning. But I can't since you grabbed the whole thing and claimed it as yours. Since when are you living here!"

"I'm so sorry. I didn't realize that you drank this. I thought that your father bought it for me. And actually, I am living here, well at least until the wedding." I stopped mixing my eggs and just started at him. Awsten eyes scanned my face for some kind of sense of emotion.

"Right, the wedding. It, um, makes sense that you'd move in." I continued cooking my breakfast while he just watched me. I wanted to say something about us, and us I mean the wedding and being married. If I could, I would definitely just go through with the wedding and then divorce him afterwards. But my family doesn't believe in divorces, if anyone does want to spilt from their partner, thell be hunted down and either be bugged for the rest of life or killed.

I finished making my breakfast and sat down at the table we had in the corner to eat. Awsten sat down in front of me a couple seconds later. "So, where you, um taking me for our, date?" I asked, scoping some eggs onto my fork.