FELL IN LUV. shinichiro sano

4. when you sleep

Regardless of the Izana incident, me and Shinichiro went into bed and laid there awkwardly, really not knowing what to say or do since we literally fucked on this bed already.

Normally I would take a melatonin pill and pass out to sleep, but first of all, I wasn't in my room and I'm guessing Shinichiro doesn't have any melatonin. Second, I am still wearing the clothes I fucked him with, and I feel nasty. Finally, I'm sleeping with a guy who likes me.

I'm assuming Shinichiro also felt the way I was feeling right now, cause he was trying to avoid eye contact with me by looking at his phone ( it was turned off LMAO ).

I was literally getting killed by the silence and the awkwardness in the room I just decided to blurt out, " Manjiro's birthday is coming up soon, isn't it ? ".

Shinichiro placed his phone down, " Yeah, in 3 weeks ( It's currently July 30th ) or so, he really wants a CB250T ", Shinichiro sighed.

" It started like 3 days ago that he asked me everyday since then, ' What are you getting for my birthday ? '  ". " Obviously I don't tell him but god it's so annoying sometimes.

I laugh, it's pretty funny seeing Shinichiro annoyed or mad since he's never like that.

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shinichiro pov !!

I told her about how annoying Manjiro can get, and she laughed obviously. I'm gonna be completely honest, I only said that just to see her smile and laugh.

Y/N's laugh was not cute or anything, it was funny and loud, which I take as a good thing. Why? Because usually when a girl tries impressing or getting a guy to fall in love with her, they act all cute and shit ( I fell for them a lot sadly ) , but Y/N didn't do that since she knows damn well she has me in her trance.

The moment I saw some random ass girl asking parents if they need a babysitter at the Meet-The-Teacher thing, I fell in love, seriously.

I asked her everyday to watch Manjiro and Emma, like I'll go out for hours just to have her there at the house, then i'll be back, begging her to stay to eat and stuff. I was down bad.

I know I'm making her work more, but she got me cursed or some shit cause that girl is— literally god.

I seemed to have dazed off a bit to the point Y/N shakes my shoulder, " Hey did you hear me or nah? " , she whispered, pointing at the hallway that seemed to show a shadow of a kid there. Manjiro was spying again.

" YOU BRAT ITS ABOUT TO BE 10 GO FUCKING SLEEP " , I yelled at Manjiro, hearing his footsteps leave the door and his laughter.

I look back to Y/N, visibly holding her laughter in. " What were you saying? ". I was too busy rethinking life and shit.

" Can I borrow one of your shirts? My tank top has your kids on it. Pretty surprised Manjiro or Izana didn't say anything about it ". Immediately after she said that, I was extremely embarrassed and quickly grabbed a shirt from the edge of my bed and threw it at her.

She took off her tanktop and dropped it on the floor, like if she was at her house or something, and put on the shirt that I gave her, which fitted her a bit loose, I don't mind though.

" Thanks Flaco, now I'll be sleeping cause I'm tired as fuck ", she plopped down and turned her face towards the door. ( Position being her near the edge of the bed, Me being near the wall ).

I felt like sleeping too, after fixing hella motorcycles and not getting paid enough for it, I was exhausted.

I turn to face her back covered in my shirt, I said her name, but the girl was dead asleep, no use trying to wake her up.

I know I said I wanted to sleep, but I physically can't, I can't think right or act right when a girl is sleeping next to me and I can't do anything since I don't wanna be a dick and wake her up.

I turn to face the roof, I could see all my thoughts on the ivory wooden roof. This originally wasn't my house, it was our grandpas but he ended up passing away.

I ended taking charge of Emma and Manjiro, Izana thought he was old enough to be responsible for himself so I let him be.

That's pretty much a reason I hired Y/N, Grandpa normally took care of the kids but again, he died.

I'm glad I chose her, Manjiro likes her and Emma does too, even Izana does ( Normally doesn't like anyone ). Although it seems like Izana won't be a fond of her anymore.

I was caught off guard by her voice, " Go sleep and stop staring at the roof— here I'll hug you so you sleep ". She placed her arms on my waist, making me notice that my waist was pretty slim.

Her hands landed on my stomach, softly rubbing against it, I got the biggest butterflies like I wanted to scream out, but I didn't cause I ain't like that.

That left me wondering, Now where do I put my arms? I'm not experienced with this. I unconsciously placed my hand on her head, softly running my fingers through her hair.

I slowly felt my exhausted eyes closing and my vision started darkening, but I didn't want to sleep- at least not yet. I wanted to look at Y/N once more.

This moment didn't seem real at all, if she was like every other girl I had asked out and rejected me, I wouldn't be feeling this sense of comfort and trust.

I turned my head to look at her, focusing my dying vision on her face.

I said to myself quietly, " You're even beautiful when you sleep ".