Like 5 months, I'll divide this letter into 5 parts. Okayy? I am not really good at expressing my emotions into words, but here you go- 🥺
1. FRIENDS✨
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It all started with "I just texted a precious person" as you and I both knows, but the fact you were so sweet from the start, makes me wonder what did i and the people around you do to deserve someone like you.
It was not something as friends-at-first-talk coz I felt as if like always, making a new friend will send it all to dry talks again. My thoughts did crossed the paths of "maybe she left me on seen" but you always replied back, and the conversation continued. I tried bringing on various random topics, coz even your less talkative nature was cute to me.
Also, "Heart// pjm. finally got your heart" I remember you saying this when I added Heart to my reading list. Remember I told you i will keep supporting you till the sweeter end. Still the same <3
2. CARE♥️
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Care. Even being just friends for a week, i really got obsessed with you. Something about you made me keep in touch with you each time I am online here. When i had a bad day, and you checked upon me, although it was probably 2 am at night for you, if i was okay. The other day, you did not failed to make me soft with your messages, stating how much you cared. How much you missed me. I still remember every part of it, and won't even erase it from my memories.
3. COMMUNICATION⛅
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Communication. If something bothers you, say it. If you are not in a mood to share, say it. If you are upset, express it. If you want something, be straightforward. It's so simple, but so important. Little by little, everything gets better with communicating. I'm reallyyyyyy glad we got those skills. Even though late, but we do share it all. I don't know how many times i have said this, but i will always be there for youu, no matter what happens, i will listen.
It hurts me watching you hurt, so you can always have my shoulder and my comfort, whenever you feel low.
4. AFFECTION 🍯🧸
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Love and Affection. Our point of views might have been different at times, when i look back. To me, i thought I am not good enough for being a friend, or my efforts aren't enough, and to you, I was like someone who is cold. All I seek was for someone's warmth. You accepted me as I was, and as you said, you have been loving me since that day. To all the promises others have kept, it all someday faded away, but as you said ㅡ you are same as that day.
Blessed is to have you💎
5. SECRETS 🥂
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Secrets. I never knew all of the things i have been keeping buried deep down in the garden of my own thoughts will someday be disclosed. I kept them down in order to let you be happy, and not mess up your happy hours, but didn't knew that sharing hem might makes our bond stronger. I am thankful to you for always listening to my rants, even though i never ask for any permission before letting it all out.
Keep sharing whatever makes you feel low, or whatever keeps you away from moving ahead. As I said, I will listen and I never lie about that.
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To these 5 months, its been a whole rollercoaster. A ride, I wished for, but at the same time did not wanted to have the downs. Little did i knew if there are ups, there are supposed to be downs as well.
Right now, i am feeling nostalgic. It was all beautiful, and everytime i think about the first day, my emotions starts to pop out again. In a positive way though.
You always keeps me happy, and helps me out of any situation. Let's continue to walk a road of happiness together?
