Dear zy,
It might be difficult,
but its not impossible.I know there might be times when you don't know what to do, want to just be alone amd just be within your own shell, but don't forget that one day sooner or later, you will surely break this shell, and experience the after happiness of the struggles.
I feel you right now, but i won't say that i can wholly feel what you are going through, coz sadness, big or small, everyone has different and its all on them how they go through it. I can just guide you, and comfort you by words.
Atleast as a good friend of yours, I want you to know that everything is in your hand. You can do it on your own, coz no one else has THAT power which you have. Its all in our psychological mind, if you feel sad, your brain will collect more of negative thoughts.
Smile looking forward to a brighter tomorrow, and love yourself more, coz that's what will be your biggest love from. By yourself.
I hope you believe in yourself, as much as i believe in you.
Enjoy your day, and take care of yourself.
I purple you💜
With love,
Maiins.