Until I Met Him

First day at USC

First Day at USC 

Heart pacing, nervous contractions, and solo breakdowns were not my thing. All I knew was that college is just a small journey to the life I would want to live. More like an errand.

I know I may sound like a maniac but I ain't one. I was just like everyone else. I wanted to do the whole college thing and find the perfect one but I guess that was not something meant to be. To me, that would always remain as a dream...

Sasha being herself getting all prep  ...( I AIN'T JUDGING ) I mean it's not bad to be thrilled about college ( what's not to be thrilled about) Sasha and I decided that whatever we decide to do further, we are going to make our college experience a hell lot of crazy than we imagine it to be. 

The total cringe thing: We entered the college with a bang and with a bang I mean a literal bang we crashed our car into a person's car we never knew who it belonged to until the girls were raged with anger. Now it all made sense it was the car of none other than the cutest guy in the college. It was time the guy entered...

Me calming myself down ...Chill everything happens with a purpose no need to exaggerate the matter just apologise and move on .

Then entered the guy dressed in armour walking towards me as a kyrptonite...My total exaggeration.

I never ended on a good note with these types of guys... Oh MY MY ... HE'S THAT BAD SHIT BABY.

oh god! he looked so FRICKIN hot... His presence around me made me feel like a douche bag.

Meet Peter Parker of my story just kidding... GOT YA ... Meet Peter Davis the distraction in mah life. His lips have a total thing going up there... I just couldn't stop dreaming about his lips pressing against mine.

It's been only been a second since I've met him and he's already done so much to mah heart. And that moment I knew who I had to stay away from...

Sasha and I quickly apologize for the mess we had made and move out ... Meanwhile, we settle down and get all of our stuff fitted in our room, and Sasha doing the whole new door room thing...

"So don't tell you've not got a thing for that chick. I mean the way I saw you staring at him ... I definitely know that you've got a thing for him... He's totally SMOKING HOT  so I know it's difficult not to be into these types of guys... But something's different about him he's not like all the other chicks we've met.." Sasha goes on ( her voice trailing off ) as I cut her statement ' What you talking about, I was totally not checking him out and anyway he's not my type.'

"Well, I never said that you were checking him out...It's not bad to like someone Nataline. Everyone's not the same. Take the example of your dad itself, he's one of a gem he loved your mom so much and the effort he put into making you the perfect girl you've become.  " Sasha 

I knew that every word Sasha said was the truth but I was not strong to bear the heartbreaks and the breakups and all the fights. I know if I wanted a life perfect I had to face my battles myself...

OH MY GOD! Sasha, we've missed the first day of college in this whole chaos of the car thing.

*knock on the door *

I walk up to the door to see who's here. There a girl stood Emma a student from the college. She was here to invite us to a party that Ava(ex of peter)was to throw. She invited everyone to enjoy our first day of college...

Sasha and I went down a panic attack. We had nothing to wear and we had only 2 hrs to shop and get all dressed... I don't know why but I wanted to look the prettiest among all...I felt soo stupid for the moment. Was I doing this all for him... Did he actually do this to me...But I had it all set that I was definitely not going to look at him at all.

This is the one thing my mom always told me to remember that there will be people who put you down but that's doesn't make you stupid, but it makes you strong.

And that's the quality I want to absorb from my mom. She never cared about what people said but always cared about her loved ones. She is one strong woman.

Keeping all that in my mind I got all dressed up for the party!!! Now, all that mattered was that I actually do the way I think... Well let me tell you something about myself I might talk a lot but my actions are the total opposite and turn my whole sort out thinking into a mess.